I am loved much, therefore i love much.

I Surrender All

2010-05-06T22:58:00.002+08:00

You want me to be good in music, continue my violin, join a chinese orchestra. You want me to continue my shooting, train more and continue to have a link with shooting and kor's job. You want me to study hard and not spend so much time at church, dont hang out with friends for 3 years until i finish my diploma. You want me to be interested in botany, gardening and also help take care of Mr Wong's Garden, want me to learn gardening from him. So you want me to work in the shooting circle or in the National Parks? If all you think of is the money, I would have done well even without taking the diploma now but you want me to take it. You just want me to be everything and I cant be every single thing you want me to be because it contradicts. If you want me to be continually link to shooting and be ready to take up a position in SSA then I shouldnt even have started with school. Unless you want me to drop out now? I love it that you want me to be the best but I dont have passion for everything you want me to be. I appreciate music but I am not that into shooting. I've learnt to appreciate plants through my course and I dont mind working at NParks. Please make up your mind on what you want me to do. If you wanted such a perfect daughter you should have gotten a robot. I'm not perfect.

Jesus....

I surrender all.

Take it all and turn it around for me. Transform their hearts, Lord.

I cant handle this anymore.

Most Beloved
Ting

A New Chapter Of My Life

2010-04-29T17:14:00.003+08:00

Thank you Daddy God for letting me study in NP!

It's a lovely school and I'm enjoying every single bit of it.

There's friends I love and friends I would rather not talk to on a regular basis cause I dont want to pretend like I love them? You would know who they are. Wahaha... Nevertheless, the few that hasnt got much favour with me are still precious cause I know You love them too. =) I've been insecured before which caused me to be loud and irritating to people around me so I kind of understand why some of them are acting this way? I pray that you accelerate their growth and to be comfortable being themselves. =)

A friend just reminded me recently that we are all special. There can never be another Tsu Ting in this world! Never another Atika, Nicole, Nadirah, Qian Ru, Kyran or Adelyne! All these special people are so dear to me, Lord. =) I LIKE THEM!!!

Jesus, be my motivation for these 3 years. I need You. =)

In Your Perfect Love
Ting

P.S: I miss Beverley Ang Chu Yi.

By His Stripes, I am healed!

2010-03-10T11:56:00.002+08:00

Tsu Ting hereby rejects every viruses or germs that are attacking her right now in Jesus' mighty name! By His stripes, I am healed. Thank you Daddy that You are my God and I am yours. I am the temple of the Holy Spirit and no sickness has the right to be in me. Amen!!! =D

一样的月光 - 徐佳瑩

2009-10-18T13:14:00.005+08:00

It took me more than a month to find out the name of this song cause everytime I hear it on radio the DJ doesnt mention the name straight after the song! And after I found out the name, it was another 1 week before I found the Youtube video. Enjoy~

一样的月光 yi yang de yue guang

倔強的表情
jue jiang de biao qing

就这样隔离了我们想触摸的脸庞
jiu zhe yang ge li le wo men xiang chu mo de lian pang

不再体贴退让
bu zai ti tie tui rang

沉默的对话
chen mo de dui hua

就这样取代了我们想聆听的愿望
jiu zhe yang qu dai le wo men xiang ling ting de yuan wang

不再交换悲伤
bu zai jiao huan bei shang

太自以为的世界
tai zi yi wei de shi jie

被你离开的反作用力
bei ni li kao de fan zuo yong li

锁进黑暗陷阱
suo jin hei an xian jing

一样的月光
yi yang de yue guang

怎么看得我越来越心慌
zen me kan de wo yue lai yue xin huang

你留下最清楚的步伐
ni liu xia zui qing chu de bu fa

竟是指引我孤单的方向
jing shi zhi yin wo gu dan de fang xiang

一样的月光
yi yang de yue guang

怎么照不亮未来的形状
zen zhao bu liang wei lai de xing zhuang

喔就这样吧我的爱
o jiu zhe yang ba wo de ai

让寂寞的月光占据我的窗
rang ji mo de yue guang zhan ju wo de chuang

自由的路況
zi you de lu kuang

就这样阻挡了我们想超速的逃亡
jiu zhe yang zu dang le wo men chao su de tao wang

不再戒慎紧张
bu zai jie shen jin zhang

独处的时光
du chu de shi guang

就这样取代了我们想搜集的拥抱
jiu zhe yang qu dai le wo men xiang sou ji de yong bao

不再殷切需要
bu zai yin qie xu yao

太多理智的世界
tai duo li zhi de shi jie

被你离开的反作用力
bei ni li kai de fan zuo yong li

锁进黑暗陷阱
suo jin hei an xian jing

一样的月光
yi yang de yue guang

其实看得我越来越心慌
qi shi kan de wo yue lai yue xin huang

怎么你留下最真实的回忆
zen me ni liu xia zui zhen shi de hui yi

都是提醒我失去的声音
dou shi ti xing wo shi qu de sheng yin

一样的月光
yi yang de yue guang

已经照不亮未来的形状
yi jing zhao bu liang wei lai de xing zhuang

喔能回来吗我的爱
O neng hui lai ma wo de ai

让疯狂的爱情占据我的窗
rang feng kuang de ai qing zhan ju wo de chuang

Can you hear the sound of revival?

2009-06-09T04:49:00.002+08:00

The Zone Concert is coming again this year!

Let your light shine through me, Jesus!

I dont care if people see me as some holy cow who is being "overly-religious" (if there is even such a word), I know You are real because I have experienced Your love. Your perfect Love.

Thank you for the salvation of my family and friends.

And dear dear Daddy God, I pray for Peng that You shall be her strength through this temporal rough patch she is going through. Peng shall be a blessing to her family. You love her, Lord! Just soon after Peng has accepted You into her life, the devil is trying to throw lies at her. Whatever weapon form against us, Your beloved Children, shall not prosper! This includes the lying symtoms in Peng's dad's body. Amen! Thank You Jesus for loving us. =)

And I also pray for Xiang's dad, You shall give him a new mind. A mind with an awesome memory and also eyes to see that Xiang is a blessing to them. Daddy, I know you will take care of Xiang. Although she's this petite little woman, You have given her strength to support her family. I pray for the salvation of her family! Amen!

Lastly, I thank You that You are my dad's health, Lord! Just last week, my dad fell sick and stopped work for 2 days. I wonder if it's the devil trying to be funny now that it's around Father's Day. I pray for all the dad's in the world for their salvation, let Your wisdom flow through the head of the house all over the world. And that they'll be healthy and youthful as their kids. Amen!

Thank You for loving me, Daddy God!
Thank You for loving me, Jesus!

I love you too!

Who am I

2008-11-13T16:07:00.003+08:00

Who am I by Casting Crowns

Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the Bright and Morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart

Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are

I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
Vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours
I am Yours

Who am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love and watch me rise again
Who am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me

Whom shall I fear
Whom shall I fear
'Cause I am Yours
I am Yours

Thank you Jesus for actually wanting to know my name eventhough I'm just a little girl in the millions and millions of people on this earth.
Thank you Jesus for being there when the it feels like everyone has abandoned me.
Thank you Jesus for being so faithful and letting me know that You'll never ever leave me or forsake me.
Thank you for always guiding me through when I feel like giving up.
Thank you Jesus that it's not about my achievements but because You died for me two thousand years ago that I am redeemed and that as You are, so am I in this world.
Thank you for always hearing me when I call out to you or groan or even just sigh.
Thank you for loving me eventhough I'm with blemish.

Lord you love me.
I love you too, Jesus.

Random Updates.

2008-10-29T21:22:00.003+08:00

Projects are quite a pain and I'm sure many of my friends have similar experiences, so I dont want to start complaining on how much I detest it here.

Paul and Dorris just sent me home. Thank you!

Was at Dorris' house this afternoon to do my BF project. I scared myself cause I thought submission was suppose to be today but it's actually tomorrow. Wahaha... Dorris' dog is so adorable!!! His name is Bobby. When he breaths hard, it sounds like a pig snorting. So interesting! What a cutie! It just lies on the floor most of the time and it always roams around the same small area. Guess it's due to old age la. It's about 8 years old!!! And that's really old for a dog la. Gosh. Bobby is so cute!!!

Deepavali was spent at East Coast park with a bunch of fun, funny and precious people. Had an awesome time. Killing grasshoppers and other bugs, anointing the picnic mat, watching guys bond with one another, the soft ball, soccer ball and the grass. Played Monkey and Captain's Ball. Just this 2 games are enough to make my muscles ache. The last time I did some real exercise must have been with Jinni at Seletar Country Club more than a month ago. I need to go running soon before I become a barrel of lard. I'm sorry if that sounded gross but I really think I need to do something. I need someone to run with!

The 2 movies I've watched recently are Burn After Reading and Tokyo! Burn After Reading is damn dumb!!! It's so hilarious la! Wahaha... I wont watch it again but if you want to laugh at its stupidity then it really gives a good laugh. Tokyo is an art film and I thought it was really different. It's been a while since I've watched such shows so I really enjoyed it. =) I missed a bit of the front and it feels incomplete but oh well, dont think I'll go back to watch again. But I really love it. =D

Look, Dorris! I updated!!! Wahaha...

Be Our Guest

2008-10-15T22:00:00.007+08:00

You must be glad that the first line is not, "I MISS MY BROTHER!"
Wahaha... Hello world~ I'm back!!!

There's been too much amazing things and not so amazing things
that has happened and most importantly I'm lazy to type it all out.
Will try to share soon la ya? hee...

Sometimes I find that I'm blogging just so that my friends know I'm alive.
Wahaha... Cause I dont blog private stuff a lot. =)

Anyway, I lost my handphone... again.
So email me your contact number if you see this ok? Thanks.
It slid out of my bag while I was watching a movie. Grr... so careless...
And the person who picked it up wasnt kind enough to return me so shrugs*

Share with you all a song? It's been stuck in my head for a few days.
It's from Beauty and the Beast soundtrack. =)
Go to my song box and press play first ya. =)

Be Our Guest

Lumiere:
Ma chere Mademoiselle, it is with deepest pride
and greatest pleasure that we welcome you tonight.
And now we invite you to relax, let us pull up a
chair as the dining room proudly presents -
your dinner!

Be our guest! Be our guest!
Put our service to the test
Tie your napkin 'round your neck, Cherie
And we'll provide the rest
Soup du jour
Hot hors d'oeuvres
Why, we only live to serve
Try the grey stuff

Lumiere:
It's delicious
Don't believe me? Ask the dishes
They can sing, they can dance
After all, Miss, this is France
And a dinner here is never second best
Go on, unfold your menu
Take a glance and then you'll
Be our guest
Oui, our guest
Be our guest!

Lumiere and Chorus:
Beef ragout
Cheese souffle
Pie and pudding "en flambe"
Lumiere:
We'll prepare and serve with flair
A culinary cabaret!
You're alone
And you're scared
But the banquet's all prepared
No one's gloomy or complaining
While the flatware's entertaining
We tell jokes! I do tricks
With my fellow candlesticks

Chorus:
And it's all in perfect taste
That you can bet
Come on and lift your glass
You've won your own free pass
To be out guest
Lumiere:
If you're stressed
It's fine dining we suggest

Chorus:
Be our guest! Be our guest! Be our guest!

Lumiere:
Life is so unnerving
For a servant who's not serving
He's not whole without a soul to wait upon
Ah, those good old days when we were useful...
Suddenly those good old days are gone
Ten years we've been rusting
Needing so much more than dusting
Needing exercise, a chance to use our skills!
Most days we just lay around the castle
Flabby, fat and lazy
You walked in and oops-a-daisy!

Mrs Potts:
It's a guest! It's a guest!
Sakes alive, well I'll be blessed!
Wine's been poured and thank the Lord
I've had the napkins freshly pressed
With dessert, she'll want tea
And my dear that's fine with me
While the cups do their soft-shoein'
I'll be bubbling, I'll be brewing
I'll get warm, piping hot
Heaven's sakes! Is that a spot?
Clean it up! We want the company impressed

Chorus:
We've got a lot to do!
Mrs Potts:
Is it one lump or two?
For you, our guest!
Chorus:
She's our guest!
Mrs Potts:
She's our guest!
Chorus:
She's our guest!

Chorus:
Be our guest! Be our guest!
Our command is your request
It's been years since we've had anybody here
And we're obsessed
With your meal, with your ease
Yes, indeed, we aim to please
While the candlelight's still glowing
Let us help you, We'll keep going
Course by course, one by one
'Til you shout, "Enough! I'm done!"
Then we'll sing you off to sleep as you digest
Tonight you'll prop your feet up
But for now, let's eat up
Be our guest!
Be our guest!
Be our guest!
Please, be our guest!

I MISS MY BROTHER!!!

2008-08-23T19:34:00.004+08:00

I MISS MY BROTHER!!!
I MISS MY BROTHER!!!
I MISS MY BROTHER!!!
I MISS MY BROTHER!!!
I MISS MY BROTHER!!!
I MISS MY BROTHER!!!
I MISS MY BROTHER!!!
I MISS MY BROTHER!!!
I MISS MY BROTHER!!!
I MISS MY BROTHER!!!
I MISS MY BROTHER!!!
I MISS MY BROTHER!!!
I MISS MY BROTHER!!!
I MISS MY BROTHER!!!
I MISS MY BROTHER!!!
I MISS MY BROTHER!!!
I MISS MY BROTHER!!!
I MISS MY BROTHER!!!
I MISS MY BROTHER!!!
I MISS MY BROTHER!!!
I MISS MY BROTHER!!!
I MISS MY BROTHER!!!
I MISS MY BROTHER!!!
I MISS MY BROTHER!!!
I MISS MY BROTHER!!!
I MISS MY BROTHER!!!
I MISS MY BROTHER!!!
I MISS MY BROTHER!!!
I MISS MY BROTHER!!!
I MISS MY BROTHER!!!
I MISS MY BROTHER!!!

I'm so pissed that he's not around~!!!
AHHHhhh~!!! =(
ANGRY.

Jesus, the house is so quiet without him making loud and retarded noises!
I so so so need this brother to come home now and irritate me day in and day out.
Life is boring without irritating siblings. sigh* Make time pass faster please!
Let it be 27th August now!!!

I so love my family. Hugs and Kisses.

Rock Kidz ASG 2008

2008-08-22T15:29:00.015+08:00

New Creation Church, Rock Kidz
Annual Servers' Gathering 2008
Date: 16 August
Venue: Tanjong Beach, Sentosa

The weather wasnt very exciting initially,
check out the clouds...

The stage...

The goodie bags...

Where the relay was held...

What God can do for his precious children...

Teacher Jean, me, Jolyn, LiHui and CiCi...

Beaver and me...

Pastor Samantha...

My "Lao Ban" Shirmaine, me and Grace...

"I have fought the good fight, I have finished the race, I have kept the faith."
~ 2 Timothy 4:7

Missing you.

2008-08-05T19:52:00.004+08:00

I miss...

My grandmother
Lee Jinni
Sharmaine Neo Si Min
Xiang Ling
Jia Yun
Sharilyn Gui
Jia Ping
Yu Ren
Lay Puay
Jordan
Crystal
Jun Pei

AND MY BROTHER!!!

How dare he go China to watch Olympics without me.
Argh!!! Miss him like @#$%^&*!!!
Kor Kor Kor Kor Kor Kor Kor Kor Kor~~~!!!
sigh.

I even dreamt about changing his bedsheet. wahaha...

Bad news!!!

2008-07-29T18:59:00.003+08:00

AHHhhhh~~~

BAD NEWS!!!

I can't have supper for an entire month!!!

Kor is flying to China tmr night. Damn.
Who's going to drive me out for supper after midnight while he's gone?!
Boohoo~

I'll miss his nonsense for A MONTH!!!
So so so going to miss him man!

And the best part is, we haven't even celebrate his birthday for him yet.
wahaha...
But he'll be back in time to celebrate my sister's birthday.
Awesome~!
I'm excited!!!

Alright now, I'm going to whip up something for dinner.

Loving my new classmates.

When there seems to be no way, God will make a way.

Deliver me.

2008-07-16T10:32:00.003+08:00

It's been more than 2 years but it's affecting me still.

It's time to let go.

Lord, help me.

Lift me up.

Erase my memory if you could.

If I could choose to forget.

Restoration. Amen.

Life - Changing Camp & Blessed Marriage

2008-06-30T21:19:00.048+08:00

For people who dont know, I went for my church's youth camp,
went back to MJR for the chinese orchestra camp and
attended Thian Ping (Brother Bin) and Joyce's wedding
in the past few weeks.

Pictures that doesnt state whose camera captured it,
it's taken by me with my lousy camera handphone. Wahaha...
Most labels should be correct la.
Cause sometimes really dont know whose camera caught it.

Hitting The Mark: Arrow Student Camp 2008

Waiting at Harbourfront Centre...

From I dont know whose camera. Wahaha...
Clockwise: Me, Xiang Ling, Derek, Eleanor and Amy.

Xiang's camera.
Clockwise: Me, Eleanor, Amy, Derek and Jensen.

Xiang's camera.
Clockwise: Me, Eleanor, Amy, Cherrian, Aaron, Derek, Jensen and Daryl.

On board the ferry...

Xiang's camera.
Xiang and Me.
I love this woman and I miss her like siao!!!
Can I forbid God to let her be my seasonal friend?
I want her to be my friend in every season. Wahaha..

Clockwise: Me, Pok!, I dont know him!!wahaha... and Daryl.

Jomaine and Me.

Evelyn, Jerald and Me.

Xiang's camera.
Aaron, Jensen, Jarett, Joshua and Timothy.

Xiang's camera.
I love this picture!!! WAHAHA!!!
Jarett in Timothy's arms.

Welcome to Harris Resort...

Proceeding to the ballroom where services are held.

Snapping me. Snapping him. wahaha...
Yes, we were standing opposite one another.
Jeremy is his name. =)

Xiang's camera.
Smiling for the camera are Cherriann, Amy and Aaron.

Xiang's camera.
My roomies!
Xiang, Shi Yun and Me.
Yes, Xiang is in the picture. Wahaha...

Xiang's Camera.
I couldnt help but notice the clouds that seem to
form an arrow as I was looking out of our window.
Amazing. And it looks like the Arrow Ministry logo
where the bottom part of the arrow is a little faded. =)

Xiang's camera.
Me and Xiang.
You better believe it when I say this two babes are amazing.
Wahaha...

Xiang's camera.
Teacher Evelyn and Teacher Tsu Ting.
Her hair's kinda messy but... what's new man. *cough cough*
I meant... but she's still so glorious. Wahaha...

Xiang's Camera
Dead to self. Wahaha!!
Oh Lord, one camp with Xiang aint enough for me!
We need more time to do zany stuff together. =)

Jemz Cam.

Jemz Cam.
Unite!

Jemz Cam.
Cant get enough water in the cup that has so many holes!!
Wahaha...

Jemz Cam.
"This is our cheer~
This is our cheer~
Our cheer~ (x2)
shh~~
Our group name is?
SOPHRONEO~!"
Wahaha...
Not forgetting the actions too,
or the cheer wouldnt be complete.

Jemz Cam.

Jemz Cam.

Jemz Cam.

Jemz Cam.

Jemz Cam. edited.

Jemz Cam.
I love this photo.
My second family?
Yea, you could say that. =)

Is it Jemz Cam? I dont really know actually.
Wahaha...
This cluster is on fire for Jesus!!!

Sophroneo = Sound Mind

God opened my eyes and reminded me
about many things at camp.
I might share it in the next post?
I'm quite lazy to type actually.
Want to hear about it? Buy me coffee. Wahaha...

Manjusri Secondary School Chinese Orchestra Camp

Mr Gui's Handphone Camera.
I didnt know he was taking a picture of me at all.

The week right after Arrow Student Camp,
it was back to my secondary school to help out.
The camp committee has never planned a camp before
and Mdm Neo wasnt very supportive of the camp,
so no one actually looked through the details of the proposal!!!

I was quite shocked when I saw the game proposal.
Horrified in fact. wahaha...
I sat down with Larry and JunLin and showed them the areas
that has to be changed, which was almost the entire proposal,
on the Eve of the day for games!
Took 3 hours to settle the proposal with every detail in place. =)

The prefects were also having camp in school the very same day.
But praise the Lord!!!
I actually knew every single person in their camp committee!
Toh Wee, Seng Yong, Jun Pei, Jian Cong, Evelyn, Valerie, Rainer, Jordan, YunQi...
So it was easy to communicate and make sure our flow of activities dont clash.
Not just that, borrowing of logistic items were easy too!
Praise God for making everything so easy
and also making the rain stop just before the mass game.
Had an awesome time with them la.
Mr Tan is suppose to send me the pictures but he probably forgot. Oh well.

Ruo Heng and Me.
Lord, touch her life!
I see a hunger for love and acceptance.
Dont let her be tied down by the world.
I proclaim her salvation! Amen!

Thank you Jun Pei!!!
Just going back to school for a camp and I get a gift too!
Wahaha...
Jun Pei bought this Elmo shirt for me while he was in Thailand.
How nice is it to have a friend who thinks of you even
when they are shopping overseas. =D
What a great friend I have!
Thanks a lot! I really love this shirt!
In fact I'm wearing it right now. Wahaha...

Brother Bin and Joyce's Wedding

The problem with these professional shoots.
Every picture looks awesome!
After looking through again and again,
I finally manage to choose some of them to post.
But it's still quite a number. Wahaha...

Pre-wedding photos.
Taken by Sherman Ho...

Pre-wedding photos.
Taken by Bernard Teo...

Wedding Day Photos.
Taken by Bernard Teo...

Miss me, people! Here I come, Batam!

2008-06-10T16:16:00.006+08:00

Let me update on what I've been doing before

040608 Wednesday
Met up with Hui Jia for dinner at SingPost.
Saw 3 juniors from MJRCO, Jun Lin, Hui Ting and Yi Zhen.
They were planning for the June Orchestra Camp.
I'm glad that there are still students who actually care!

Wahaha... I remember I cared like a great lot when I was still there.
Then again, maybe cause I had to since Mdm Neo gave me a post.
Wahaha... But I really enjoyed the days la.
Quater Mistress was my position.
Some think it's shit job some think it's a big shot role,
whatever the case, I enjoyed what I was doing.
In-charge of all the costumes, every instrument,
all the strings, picks and every instrument spare parts.
The best is knowing everyone's name. wahaha...

Coming back... After we chatted for a while, I suggested Rocher Beancurd.
Blessed everyone with their dessert and then Bernard called.
Oh Great! I didnt have to go down to PartyWorld by myself!
Cause Bernard's driving! wahaha...
Walked over to the bus stop near his house with Hui Jia after dessert and yay! Car ride!
Sweet Sweet Hui Jia to have walked with me to a further bus stop. =) Thanks.
Picked Rui Ge (Brother Rui. wahaha...), Hansel(He was from MJR! Small world.)
and then Hou Ge (Brother Monkey. Dont ask me why he's called that. I dont know.)
Then headed down to PartyWorld Orchard. We were quite late.
Isabell and the rest of them were there already.
Shu Zhen, Aaron and... I forgot their names!! sorry. wahaha...
Isabell said my voice "lau hong". It's sexy ok. Not "lau hong". wahaha...
Shu Zhen say when my sore throat recovers we'll go K again. whee~
Had lots of fun la. Aaron and Hansel were most entertaining.
The "couple" that sang songs from "my era". wahaha... nice nice.
And no they arent real gays. Just playing around.
Ok let me talk more about the "Zhu Jiao".
Not pig leg ok. I mean the MAIN person, Queen Isabell.
She got a bag as present and it looks good la. Just a bit too blink.
I also want!! But i doesnt suit me la. wahaha...
Hou Ge keep saying Isabell look like China woman!!
wahaha!! Funny. Then Isabell say she dont want to talk to him. wahaha...

Sang until 1am and then headed to Geylang for supper.
Yes! The best Dim Sum Shop!
I know how to go there but dont know the name.
Everyone ate except Bernard. Shared Scallop Congee with Bell.
Food was awesome! Must go back some time!
Aaron drove most of us home. Reached home at about 3am plus.
Had a great time and hope Queen Isabell enjoyed herself.

050608 Thursday
Woke up kinda early to meet Evelyn.
Sorry my dear friend, had to make you wait.
Destination was Noel Building.
Me and Eve were there to help arrange stuff for JKids and Alive's Gift Exchange.
Sorting and packing those boxes of big and small items aint easy man but
Thank God for brilliant Evelyn and Tsu Ting. Wahaha...
I thought we handled it quite well.

Teacher Michelle bought lunch for me and Eve.
The pantry was quite big, must have been four-fifth the size of my living + dining room.
Tables, chairs, basin, fridge, oven, toaster, microwave oven, whatever you need.
Saw Coach Mady, Kai Lin, Coach Val.
Couldnt help staring at Teacher Jenny's hair while I was eating.
Her hair colour is so happening! It's a bit of a mix between bright red and bright purple.
And at the end there were a few strands of metallic red coloured ones. Happening.
In case you think Teacher Jenny looks like some rock guitarist with messed-up red hair,
it's nothing like that. It's just happening without exaggerated styling.
Man, I love Teacher Michelle and Teacher Jenny!!!
Alright back to work.
As Eve had to rush to school, we left early.

Suppose to meet Hui Jia for Beancurd but I went shopping instead.
Sorry Hui Jia! Next time treat you "dao hui" ok.
My most understanding friend.
So spontaneously agreed to go shopping with Xiang.
Met up with her at John Little and we went to eat at Cine basement before shopping.
She recommended this really nice noodle. yummy~
Wanted to meet my sister too but in the end didnt. wahaha...
Last stop was Far East.
She was quite pissed that she shop so long but havent buy anything.
Sweet Sweet Xiang treated me to Ramen Ten! Thanks a lot!!!
So after our meal we continued shopping.
Almost all the shops were closed already and we went into this shop selling cardigans.
Xiang had to buy something. wahaha...
So she keep thinking which one she should get.
We were in the shop for like really quite long
and yay! She bought something. Two cardigans. =)

060608 Friday
Met Eve in the afternoon and we continued where we left off.
Today was tougher cause as we were opening up more boxes,
we found more things that were suppose to be in the boxes that we've already settled.
No doubt there was a short moment of "Oh no, how?"

We created a new box where we'll put all these stuff and settle it after everything's done.
When He brings you to it, He brings you through it.
Yes the Lord was with us there and then in the storeroom.
Me and Eve didnt feel the slightest frustration while we were at it.
In fact I feel honoured to be serving God eventhough it's through
doing something simple like sorting and arranging stuff.
Oh Lord! It's so difficult to be pessimistic with you in my life! wahaha...

Oh I left out the Exciting part!
I dropped my handphone in the toilet bowl!!!
Wahaha... It was in my back pocket and it slipped out.
I heard a sound so I turned around and *gasp*
Without hesitation I pulled out my phone and turn it into a mummy with toilet paper.
Dont worry I hadn't done any business yet so the water was clear.
Shock! Seriously shock!
I was like, "Lord, I dont want a new phone yet!!! I love this phone to bits!"
Took out the battery, sim card and memory card and keep trying to get the water out.
Left it on the shelf in the storeroom to dry while we continued our work.
Left Noel Building at about 9.30pm.

Met Crystal on the bus while going home.
I tried putting back the battery to see if my phone still works.
Crystal witnessed my phone becoming sot. The screen was seriously mad. lol.
Once I reached home, I used the hair dryer on my phone.
Quite amazing. When I stop drying it, my screen turns frosty white inside.
It's actually the water that has condense on the inside of the screen.
Then just doing it on and off, there was less and less water inside.
After quite a while, only a few small dots of water could be seen.
So I left it to dry by itself in the livingroom and waited until the next day
before putting back the sim card and battery. It still works!!!
PRAISE GOD!!! wahaha...
And until now it's still working. =)
Miracle handphone. Hallelujah!

070608 Saturday
There was nothing else on today except Arrow Service.
And the best part, I was extremely late la! -_-
With all the taking out of sim card and stuff,
I had to reset my time and date and I set the time slower by 1 hr!!!
Thought I wasn't blur enough?
I even set the date wrongly. -_-
Then when I reset the time,
I set it to the right number but I was 12 hrs slower this time!
And only realised it before I went to sleep at 2am plus.
My clock showed 1400 plus. Argh!
Gosh. Now It's fine already la.
Lord, make me sharper! I dont want to be sotong!! Amen.
My caregroup calls me Ms Alert. Nice arh.
Confess good things over my life. =)
And the verses that Pastor Benjamin preached on,
I was actually reading them earlier that morning.
Amazing. Feels quite weird actually. wahaha...
Xiang wasnt feeling well so she was resting at home.
Had dinner with the NYP and RP Caregroup Peeps at Marina KFC.
We played a round of UNO after that.
Yeah! I was the first to game! wahaha... *twist*
Home Sweet Home.

080608 Sunday
My handsome elder brother was serving ADC that day
and I was serving Admin and both of us were serving afternoon!
So we cabbed down together.
I think my brother is already kinda man and wearing that suit.
Gosh! Even more man lor. wahaha...
Anyway, so he dropped me at Convention before going to Tower Four.
I saw a familiar face at one of the entrances and it was Lao Ba!
Wahaha... Not close to him but I walked over to say hi and asked why was he there.
As I thought, he was serving too!
The last time he said he wanted to serve in the Hokkien Ministry and now he is!
Praise God!
Told him I was serving too and then I went off to serve.
It's fun serving with Gervais and Li Hui, man!
I'm so glad I was posted to their team.
The spaghetti was great la.
But dont come serving because of the food ok. wahaha...

Dinner with mum and siblings after brother and me were done.
Ate at Old Airport Road and I really love eating as a family!!!
Man, some people get sick of eating home-cooked food everyday and
some people like me just wish for family dinners like that at least once every week.
Walked home together after that and we kept talking rubbish.
Although my mum always call us to stop playing a fool but
we know she's happy watching us do retarded stuff. wahaha...

090608 Monday
Wanted to watch Kung Fu Panda today but no one's free.
Nice Winson accompanied me to shop around and
as I was going to meet Xiang, we didnt catch the show in the end.
He went to meet his friend and I went to meet Xiang at Plaza Sing.
Jarett and Jensen were there too.
Me and Xiang went to shop around leaving the guys to do their own shopping.
Xiang bought a blouse. Simple but nice.
Not everyone will look good wearing it and I think it suits her. Nice.
Met up again and off we went to have "Tian Ji Zhou" at Geylang Lor 3.
Yong Jie, Jarett, Xiang, me, Jensen, Jonathan and his friend Wilson.
The utensils quite dirty lor. Anyway, service not very good but food was good.
Next stop Rocher Beancurd.
Xiang doesnt dare to eat beancurd!!!
Cause she ate spoilt one before. Man... wasted.
Beancurd's so nice. Maybe she'll get rid of that phobia some day.
Everyone headed home after that.
Had an awesome time today.
How not to when you're hanging out with awesome people.
Messaged Pretty before I went to sleep to confirm if we're
watching Sex and the City the next day but reply came in at about 2.40am.
Pretty hadnt reached home so I said to meassge me upon waking up
so as to arrange where and when we shall meet.

100608 Tuesday
My phone was flat and I didnt know!!!
So Pretty did message me upon waking up.
By the time I charged my phone and replied, Pretty's phone was dead!
Phone spoilt. It's time to get a new one, man.
But I must say that it was a very good phone.
wahaha.... Cause same as mine mah.
White colour also. Nice nice.
Best walkman phone la.
So we chatted a while on MSN and Pretty went for Cell Group.
Pretty said we'll catch the show when I'm back from Batam. whee~
I was chatting with Eileen on MSN too.
Was asking her about her ROM and stuff then...
SHE ASKED ME TO BE HER BRIDESMAID!!!
Her wedding's in 2 years!
Gosh. Part of me was honoured and a part was like "Are you SERIOUS?!!"
Yes, she's serious. wahaha...
Maybe cause I'm only 18 now so the idea of being her bridesmaid seems a little "off".
Wahaha...
I'm like really excited for camp and then she came to tell me about this bridesmaid thing,
EVEN MORE EXCITED!!!
Wahaha...
I'm so glad for Eileen!!!

JESUS!!!
Man, I just know that camp's going to be so so so so good!
And I'm so so so so excited~!
No. Wrong.
It's EXCITED~!
WAHAHA!!!
Woo! I'm so so so so going to draw from God through this camp.
God's going to exceed my expectations! Amen!
Alright, I'm going off to pack my stuff for camp.
Will be back on Saturday.

Miss you all.
Wanted to type out the names but someone's really pissed
and wants me to hand over the com now.

I'll be enjoying so Enjoy too!!!

Love

Sick and Bored

2008-06-03T18:57:00.002+08:00

Still unwell and stuff but no worries, people!
I'll stay alive cause there's still so much I want to do!

Fever has become slight fever.
Sore throat aint pain anymore.
Sneezes lost about 50% power.
Running nose is now jogging instead.
Headaches come and go but I try to ignore.

What has been entertaining Tsu Ting these few days while she's sick?

Online movies.
What Happened In Vegas
Joe Dirt

Japanese dramas.
Zettai Kareshi
Binbō Danshi

YouTube.

Friends' blogs.

Two movies,
One episode from each japanese drama,
A couple of hours checking out cool mtvs
and blog hopping...
Wonder what Tsu Ting does with the rest of her time?

Sleep.

Today.
Woke up pretty early to move to the next room that has a more comfortable bed.
Continue sleeping.
Several attempts by mum to wake her up to do sth, cant remember what she replied.
Continue sleeping
Finally woke up way past lunch time.
Check her mail online.
Cook something to eat.
Watch Joe Dirt.
Went back to sleep agian.
Woke up again.
Bath.
YouTube.
Blogging while thinking about how she's going to settle her dinner.

That's about all.
She enjoyed lots of awesome songs on YouTube.
Dont worry she's not going to share all or her blog will never finish loading.
Do listen all the way and Enjoy.

Jamie Scott & The Town cover Bleeding Love

Talk to me but I cant talk to you

2008-06-01T11:56:00.002+08:00

I'M NOT GOING TO TALK TO YOU!!!

=(

I cant. Not that I dont want to.

My throat hurts even when I whisper.

I dont think I can serve at JKids today.
Messaged Teacher Jasmine but still waiting for her reply.
I cant talk to my kids but I still want to go
and see them having fun and singing and jumping.
Those adorable things!!!
I'm just worried they'll come up to me and talk to me when they see me.
I cant reply them la. Then it'll be so weird. Gosh.

Another bad news is that I cant sing!
Tragic.
I so so so need to sing but -_-
I'm going singing on Wednesday so I hope for speedy recovery!
It's not a want to sing. It's a need!

But still, Praise God!!!

Lord, I know I'm healed eventhough it cant be seen in the natural yet.
I thank you for healing me and I'm glad you gave me voice
to sing praises to you everyday of my life. Amen.

It's holidays~! Date me. wahaha...

Blessed Birthday, Bao Bei Bell.

2008-05-30T18:23:00.003+08:00

Blessed
Birthday
Bao Bei Bell
!!!

Bernard (Wow. wahaha...) stays so near to me but he went to SIM HQ to
pick Isabell up first after her paper before fetching me from my house.
Wahaha... He's weird.
Maybe he was afraid we'll have nothing to talk about cause we arent very close?
Maybe la. I dont know. wahaha...

Bernard (wow) brought us to Miss Clarity Cafe at Katong.
We were the only customers.
Ordered our drinks and it was time to see how the cake looked like.
Chocolate Banana. =)
It even had the words "Happy Birthday Isabell" on it.
Seems like Bernard (wow) is quite sweet.
Lighted the candles and Bernard and I sang the Happy Birthday Song for her.
He wasnt singing lor. Just clapping. wahaha...
Anyway, the shop assistants heard us (me) and they played the Happy Birthday song.
They're nice la but I think it's a bo bian thing also cause we're the only customers.
They even allowed us to have our cake there when the shop sells cakes too.
Bell reluctantly made a wish and blew out the candles.

As the Birthday Girl, I made her serve us.
Her cake-cutting skill really sucks. wahaha...
But not too bad la. At least she managed to get a slice onto my plate.

Ate and talked random stuff.
Showed them some photos on my phone but Bao Bei not very appreciative lor.
It's alright, I still think I look kinda cute in that picture.
Wahaha...

It was just a simple celebration but hope she enjoyed.
We'll be celebrating on 4th June again and this time it's KTV Session!
Hope I can sing by then. Now it's kinda pain everytime I sing.

Just want to mention a little about yesterday's activities.
Watched The Chronicles Of Narnia: Prince Caspian yesterday.
If I'm not wrong, Arrow booked the entire theatre, or maybe two theatres.
But it wasnt entirely Arrow either la.
Saw Teacher Michelle, Teacher Jenny and some Dare leaders.
It felt like I was in church.

When me and sis exited our theatre,
T. Jenny and T. Michelle exited from another theatre at the same time.
We headed to the toilet and soon the toilet had a long long queue.
It really felt like it was after a service on a Sunday
where everyone rushes to the toilet once service ends.
wahaha... Interesting la.

The movie was great. Many parts made me laugh real hard.
There are so many movies i want to catch but... argh.
Anyway, there were parts in the movie which I felt it was related to the bible.
I like that feeling. It's like a short sweet reminder of God's promises to me. =)
Miss reading C.S Lewis which reminds me, I havent been reading for ages!

Went home with sister. Waited for mum to finish her game.
Wala! Out for grocery shopping and supper with our NEW car.
"WA~!" was like what my bro, sis and me couldnt stop saying,
while mum was introducing the different functions in the car.
Never fail to laugh so hard with these crazy family members.
Life would be so boring without these unique/eccentric/weird and M people!Wahaha!!!

Upon reaching our regular supper hangout where our favourite stall only opens after 12am,
I received a call from Pretty.
Pretty just had supper too and was walking home.
We talked, or rather I was talking like non-stop about the new car
and other random stuff until I started eating, then we hung up.
After supper, Home Sweet Home at about 1am.
Life's Good. =)

Hillsong United The Zone Youth Concert 08 [Appreciation Entry]

2008-05-26T12:43:00.009+08:00

Step into the Zone. [Appreciation Entry]

Appreciation to The One
Lord, thank you for getting the tickets I needed to the zone concert!
Having wanting to buy 20 over tickets for my friends and yet tickets were sold out.
Initially I was going crazy inside,
"Oh Lord, but my friends have confirmed with me that they can come!"
It's of the flesh to worry.
Knowing that trusting Him helps, is one thing.
To just trust Him is another.
It took me a couple of minutes before I thought,
"I know it's going to be alright, Lord. I dont know how, but you'll provide me with all the tickets I need. I'm not going to tell my friends I dont have their tickets cause I trust that you will provide!" What's 20 tickets man. Nothing is impossible for You. =)
Thank you for loving me.
I love you too!

Appreciation to The Beloveds
Thank you Amy, Alena and Shamane for helping me get tickets.
Thank you Issac, Janine, Melissa, Lynn, Wang Yun and Sky for selling your extra tickets to me.
Thank you Amy, XiangLing, Jensen, Melissa and Shamane for informing me and asking me if i need the extra tickets from others.
Thank you Min Min, Janey, Larry, Daryl and all who believed with me that I'll get all my tickets.
Thank you Immanuel and Daryl for blessing me with tickets.
There's so many around me I have to thank!
If I missed out your name, know that I'm grateful. =)
And to all those who wanted to help me or helped me, Thank you!!!
Love you all!!!

Precious Replies and Presence
Thank you all who responded to my invitation to the Zone concert!
For those who didnt reply or couldnt make it, you probably had your reasons.
It could have been training, CCA meetings or other appoinments.
It could have been just because you arent interested, lazy or just didnt feel like it.
It could also have been because you're afraid to come? (refer to Running Away below)
However much I feel sad that you didnt reply and no matter what reason,
I pray that you'll have the chance in the future to experience God's love for you!
For those who replied but couldnt make it, you shant be shortchanged! Amen?

Min Min, Felix and Kenny
Thank you Min Min for everything you've helped me out for this concert
and for inviting Felix and Kenny.
Thank you Felix and Kenny for coming all the way down from woodlands! Gosh. wahaha...
I dont know if it's your first time attending such a concert but
I hope you both enjoyed and see the reason why Min Min is so blessed! =)

E-Lin
Thank you E-lin for replying and also bringing your friends.
I'm so sorry I cant remember their names! wahaha...
I'm glad you enjoyed yourself and
I pray that your friends will see that there's something special about you
and you'll be the light to your friends around you, let them to know Jesus! =)

Hui Jia
Thank you Hui Jia for keeping to your promise that you'll come. =)
I appreciate it a lot and though it's nice that people around you are treating you nicer
because you're attached to a certain someone, I dont want you to ever forget me ok! wahaha...
Some people may discourage you to attend church but know that it's your choice
and if anytime you feel like crap and dont mind attending service with me,
I'm just a phone call away!!!

Jordan
Thank you Jordan for coming and even wanting to bring friends.=)
For someone who loves singing so much, Praise and Worship must be
the main channel God uses to flood you with His love.
Dont just sing worship songs because your friends ask you to sing it for them,
sing it because you know how much He loves you.
He is listening everytime you sing with that distinct voice of yours.
If I studied in TP, I'd make you sing for me everyday too! wahaha...

Jian Cong
Thank you Jian Cong for coming again this year. =)
Hope you enjoyed and though I've never really talked to you or
asked you how you feel about God's love for you, just know that He loves you!
When you're free, do listen to the cd that was in the goodie bag ya.
Dont be shy to ask me, Min Min or Evelyn anything you dont understand or
want to know about Christ ok. =)

Rainer
Thank you Rainer for coming in the the end!
And for buying the super glue. wahaha...
Hope you enjoyed. The type of preaching you've heard and the ones you've heard at New Creation may be quite different, so it might be a little tough for you to accept in the beginning.
But know that God really wants to give you every good thing.
Through Christ, everything in heaven is your inheritance.

Jun Pei
Thank you for coming!
Dont know how come you came in the end but I'm just glad that you came!
You dont have to care what others think of you, just know that God loves you.
They can say bad things about you, but
You are not what they say you are. You are what God says you are.
And God says that you are mature, strong and optimistic. =)
So just be yourself. People who dont appreciate you are losing out.
God's favour is on you. Amen? =)

Shaun
Thank you for coming eventhough you didnt join me in the end.
Dont know if you're easily pressured to do some things just because your friends are also doing it, but know that if you want to quit the bad habit, just believe. Everytime you are doing this thing that you would like to quit, just say this, "I am the righteousness of God. Lord, I dont know how I'm going to quit this but you are faithful. Amen." Relax and believe, Jesus will do the work.

Running Away
I used to run away from church, for people who thinks I became an (what you all call) " enthusiatic christian" overnight. =) Deep down, I knew that God loves me.
I could hear Him calling out to me, wanting to love me
but I ignored and kept running away from His love.
I felt lonely, ashamed and that I didnt deserve the blessings.
I slowly allowed him to touch my life and His love has transformed me.
I'm forever grateful.

People who dont accept Christ are probably afraid of the change in their lives because their family members are buddhist or of other religion.
Some think church is just bullshit simply because they think the gospel is too good to be true.
When someone treats you well, you think they have a motive.
It's of the flesh again.
Some people just likes to drown themselves in self-pity,
saying that no one loves them and God is unfair.
The truth is that God is reaching out for you,
but you who is busy self-pity-ing just ignores the love.
It is not bullshit at all, it's the truth.
He loves you more than you think he does.
So dont be afraid to respond to his love. =)

My Heart
Visited www.thezone.org.sg eventhough I've been there before.
And I dont know how come I missed it the first time I went to the website.
I found this on the Sounding Board:

I felt really blessed. It was a really different, indescribable kind of experience, especially what Pastor Prince shared about how every problem can be solved and that nothing is impossible with God. That impacted me the most. The praise and worship was awesome too!
— Mak Yun Qi (aged 19)

Yun Qi
If you see this, I want you to know that you wont be shortchanged
eventhough you werent there at the concert this year.
Still remember the Zone concert last year where you stepped into His kingdom?
God has wonderful plans installed for you so rejoice and allow his love to flood your life. I pray that His love will embrace you afresh,
causing you to feel how~ much He loves you all over again.
And, Tsu Ting misses you. =)

Min Min
Another brave friend of mine who responded to God's love and took a big step in allowing herself to be welcomed into His kingdom. When I saw you raise your hand during altar call, I was overwhelmed with joy. Those uncontrollable tears from our eyes just fell. How sweet this memory. I hope you wont be just a seasonal friend and that we can spend the rest of our lives doing nonsensical things together. Wahaha... From being afraid of getting to know you more because of your unpredictable mood and attitude to being able to love you, laugh at you, whack you and so much more. wahaha... I'm glad you got to know Jesus and blessed shall be your family! Financial breakthroughs, spiritual growth and more. Get ready to be hit by His tsunami of blessings for you! See the salvation of your family too. Amen? I see you being able to bring your mum to church. I see you being the light to your friends who are pre-believers. You are a living testimonial and I'm sure your mum sees it too. Your blessings are contagious! I thank God for placing you in my life. Love. =)

Evelyn
We go way~ back, dont we? I miss your mum, hope she misses me too. Must remind her about me from time to time ok. Wahaha... We dont talk as much. We dont hang out as much. But you are a very special friend to me. God is so awesome, how He used you to bring me back to church and me to bring you to church. You are an irreplaceable friend. In fact, I classify you under family. Everytime I share the story of how faithful God is and how he brought me back, your name is mentioned in it. You are the first person whom I brought to church and because of you I myself got to grow in the Lord. Glory to God! Hallelujah! Remember that you played an important and major part in my life. Will always remember you! Forever grateful. I pray that God's favour is on you everywhere you go, especially with the children at JKids. The children will come to love you, be a blessing to you and you will also be a blessing to them. An anointed teacher you shall be. Amen. And lets pray for Jia Yun too. Faith come by hearing and having not heard The Word for so long, hope she is doing fine. Blessed are we to have one another. Love. =)

As He is, so am I in this world.
You love me, Lord.
Forever grateful.

Victory to United! God is faithful.

2008-05-22T19:04:00.009+08:00

Couldnt wake up for lesson cause I slept at 6.30am today!
Set the alarm at 7am but I knew I'd just off it and continue sleeping.
And that was what happened. Zzz...

Was watching the UEFA Champions League.
It was tough to sleep and wake up again at 2am man.
My brother kept hitting me trying to get me to wake up.
For a few seconds I regretted telling him earlier to wake me up.
After a little whining, I still dragged myself off the sofa.
Washed my face.
A small set of lecture notes and my baby W850i.
Shirt, shorts and slippers.
Ok I'm ready.
Conveniently, I was wearing a red tee. wahaha...

Second brother fetched me and elder brother first then Brother Ruiz.
Headed down to Joo Seng.
The coffeeshop was kinda packed so we took chairs
and sat behind everyone, which was at the grass area already la.
What bothered me the most was the amount of people smoking around me.
Goodness...
Unlike my considerate friends,
these guys and uncles dont give a d*** if the smoke was right in my face.
Oh well, the match was my main aim in going there so I didnt really care after a while.

It was exciting la.
And from watching the match,
I realised that I pray in tongues more than any other time.
Although I knew ManU was going to win,
it was so exciting I cant help but still pray in tongues. wahaha...
When ManU won Chelsea 6-5 in the penalty shootout,
I jumped up from my seat and was clapping and screaming.
Hallelujah~! Awesome! Glory to God. wahaha...
I know what you're thinking.
Didnt know Tsu Ting could be like that right?
Yea I didnt expect myself to get so excited either.
wahaha... I think it's the coffeshop-feel la.
It's so funny to hear the "Uh! Uh! uh..."
when the ball almost gets into the goalpost but doesnt.

Anyway, for people who dont really know me,
never hear vulgarities from me before right?
If you want to experience then invite me to a friend's house to watch.
I tend to be more excited indoors. wahaha...
Aiya, watch soccer match sure get agitated one what.
The only person on earth that wont get agitated when watching a soccer match
and wont spill vulgarities while watching the match,
hung on the cross 2000 years ago and is now seated with God.
wahaha...
Either you are not paying attention, cant be bothered about the match or you're Jesus.
It's got to be one of them if you're not agitated at any point while watching. wahaha...

After lesson, lunch with Jena at Mos Burger, Takashimaya.
Jena was very sweet la, she helped me order food and the queue took rather long too.
Angeline said she'll tell me if she's going King Albert Park to study after her lesson
but before she could tell me, my sister said we'll be cutting hair today.
So I messaged Angeline that I wont be going back to KAP.
Jena went off to work and I went Shaw House alone.
I walk an entire round and I found an empty table.
It was the exact table Pretty and me sat at before our movie (The Other Boleyn Girl).
Wanted to revise until my sister knocked off but I was really stoney due to lack of sleep.
I thought if I could just find someone to accompany me,
then i can take a nap without worrying about my belongings.
Called Hui Jia but she ends only at 7pm!
I messaged a friend but friend didnt reply.
I stoned for quite a while and I called my sister.
"Jie, can i go home to sleep first?"
My sister agreed and said that we'll cut our hair another day then.

Home Sweet Home.
Zzzz....
It was windy and comfy so I slept like a log.
Was woken up a couple of hours later by what I thought sounded like birds droppings.
It was raining cats and dogs! I jumped out of bed and closed the windows.
My livingroom windows are so big!
I was kinda drenched just closing those 4 windows.
Dried myself and went to stone in front of the computer.

Started checking my email and my handphone rang.
I was still in stoney mode and my voice sounded sexy.
Answered the call anyway.
Some guy by the name of Jason(if i remember correctly)
told me I'm shortlisted and asked when I'd be free for interview.
I'm quite sure I sounded like I just woke up. He cant tell meh?
When he finished his sentence, I was stun for a few seconds.
I was still thinking if it's a prank call.
I stopped listening and looked at the number on my screen
for a good 3 seconds or so before listening again.
I was like "huh?"
So i asked him where was he calling from.
He said the interview would be at Eunos MDIS building.
Ok bingo. Suddenly I had a clear view.
wahaha... I know which company it was.
"Oh ok. Erm... I dont think so. I'm having exams and stuff."
We thanked each other and ended the conversation.
I still couldnt believe that he didnt mention the company name
in the entire conversation, if I didnt remember wrongly.
I'm not very intersted in MLM actually.
If I really had to join, I'd join FengYao's company or my mum at Bel'Air.
No offence to Jason's company ya.
Just dont feel like joining your company. wahaha...

My friend who didnt reply my message earlier,
replied upon reaching home.
I didnt feel like replying anymore.
Since there's no obligation and need to reply promptly,
let's just save it altogether then.
It's better also la. Save on sms. =)
Waiting too long for a reply in anything aint fun I guess.
I'm not angry, maybe just... "It's ok if you dont reply." =)

Anyway, praise God!
Confirmed attendance with my friends for the Zone concert.
Didnt manage to get any tickets at all.
Was two persons away from the counter when they announced that tickets were sold out!
Didnt intend to tell my friends cause I wanted to trust God for the tickets I needed.
And praise Jesus!
zero tickets to 22 tickets.
Oh Lord, you are faithful!
And for those people who didnt reply to my invitation,
I'm sure You'll still touch their lives.
I'm excited for the Zone!
Sweep me off my feet, Lord!
Flood me with your love!
I'm your favourite!
wahaha...
I'm too blessed to be stress eventhough exams are next week!

To: A girl who owes me something
If you get to read this, I want you to know that you dont have to return it if you cant.
Dont have to hide from me. You just made your new blog right?
I tagged for you to link me but it's only been a day and you've changed url.
I'm not angry so please dont run away anymore. =)

Shalom

復刻回憶 - 方大同 & 薛凱琪

2008-05-21T14:22:00.005+08:00

復刻回憶 - 方大同 & 薛凱琪

你还好吗好久不见
又来这里这个老店
後来的你喜欢了谁
我们聊聊天

现在的你一样美丽
至於爱情是个回忆
她不爱我他离开你
爱会来就会去

在不同的城市努力
偶尔也会想想你
这样的我那样的你
要很久才相聚

我们都没说那遥远的曾经
我们也没提那故事的原因
青春的复刻回忆像一片云
没法子抓在手里

我们的眼泪在复习着过去
我们的微笑是彼此的氧气
复刻的回忆是封挂号信
多远都可以找到你

窗外的树爱哭的风
烦恼的我聪明的你
爱是什麽什麽人懂
所以别难过
心还痛吗请忘了吧
所谓幸福是个童话
後来的我一切随意
所以没关系

午後的闷热的窗外的一场大雨
让我们看见了以前的自己
把时光倒转回那一季
那年的梦他乡的你

Makes me wanna Dance

2008-05-20T11:57:00.004+08:00

I know I've told my friends I hate those meaningless songs.
But the beat just makes me move.
So...
Enjoy.

Show Me The Money.
Scenes from Step Up, Take The Lead, Bring It On 3 and Honey

Bounce Remix. Killing In The Name.

Bounce Remix

Sweet dreams till sun beams find me.

2008-05-20T08:41:00.005+08:00

I forgot to set my alarm clock but I woke up at 7.40am anyway.
Checked the time on my phone and i thought, "Just 20 minutes would do."
So I went back to sleep.
Actually I knew I was going to sleep more than that
cause I didnt set alarm for 8 before going back to sleep.

Then at 8.30am my curtains welcomed the wind in
and that was when the sun beams found me.
I woke up and thought... "wow."
And I was smiling to myself!!

wahaha...
Within that 50 minutes that I went back to sleep,
I had a sweet dream. =)

It wasnt like sweetie sweet sweet or anything.
But if it did happen I'll probably slap myself to see if it's true.

Dont ask me what dream was it.
wahaha... I'm not telling.
I'll probably tell Hui Jia and Min Min though.

Blessed days.

Love

Sweet Dreams Till Sun Beams Find You
Sweet Dreams That Leave Your Worries Behind You
And In Your Dreams What Ever They Be
Dream A Little Dream Of Me

Somethin' Stupid

2008-05-18T09:28:00.005+08:00

Somethin' Stupid
Robbie Williams & Nicole Kidman

I know I stand in line
Until you think you have the time
To spend an evening with me
And if we go someplace to dance
I know that there's a chance
You won't be leaving with me

Then afterwards we drop into a quiet little place
And have a drink or two
And then I go and spoil it all
By saying somethin' stupid
Like I love you

I can see it in your eyes
That you despise the same old lines
You heard the night before
And though it's just a line to you
For me it's true
And never seemed so right before

I practice everyday to find some clever lines to say
To make the meaning come through
But then I think I'll wait until the evening gets late
And I'm alone with you

The time is right
Your perfume fills my head
The stars get red
And oh the night's so blue
And then I go and spoil it all
By saying something stupid
Like I love you

I love you

The Other Boleyn Girl

2008-05-12T19:14:00.006+08:00

It's 11May 2008, Monday.
Went to watch The Other Boleyn Girl with Pretty at Lido after lesson.
Glad to actually have a friend who appreciates english period films too.

Cause everytime there's a movie like The Other Boleyn Girl,
the one and only person who i know will watch it with me, my sister.
My dad, sis and I are probably the only ones in the family who can appreciate such films.

The Other Boleyn Girl

Synopsis from The Other Boleyn Girl - Official Website

Based on the best-selling novel by Philippa Gregory, The Other Boleyn Girl isan engrossing and sensual tale of intrigue, romance, and betrayal set against the backdrop of a defining moment in history. Two sisters, Anne (NataliePortman) and Mary (Scarlett Johansson) Boleyn, are driven by their ambitious father and uncle to advance the family’s power and status by courting the affections of the king of England (Eric Bana). Leaving behind the simplicity of country life, the girls are thrust into the dangerous and thrilling world of courtlife – and what began as a bid to help their family develops into a ruthless rivalry between Anne and Mary for the love of the king. Initially, Mary wins King Henry’s favor and becomes his mistress, bearing him an illegitimate child. But Anne, clever, conniving, and fearless, edges aside both her sister and Henry’s wife, Queen Katherine of Aragon, in her relentless pursuit of theking. Despite Mary’s genuine feelings for Henry, her sister Anne has her sights set on the ultimate prize; Anne will not stop until she is Queen of England. As the Boleyn girls battle for the love of a king – one driven by ambition, the other by true affection – England is torn apart. Despite the dramatic consequences, the Boleyn girls ultimately find strength and loyalty in each other, and they remain forever connected by their bond as sisters.

I thought the flow of the film at some parts was somewhat not smooth but overall, I like it.
Power, greed, seduction, affair, sex, jealousy, rivalry, love and an ill-fated romance. It shows how the desire for power and status can cause people to become so scheming, how extreme and nasty people can get for their ambition. Anne Boleyn strucked me as witty, shrewed and definitely has her way in seduction. Yes, she knows how to play hard-to-get and it worked for her twice in the show. The part I got quite worked up was when Anne was so desperate to bear a son for King Henry as the King was losing interest in her. When her second pregnancy ended with a miscarriage, being the desparado of the moment, she actually asked her brother to have sex with her cause it was not possible to have the king bed her with her being "pregnant". So if the brother could make her pregnant there could be a chance that she might have son. How extreme right? It was so painful to see her lose her mind like that. Mary Boleyn gave me an impression of a girl with a level of discernment and also vulnerability. Like her, I too wish to live a simple and peaceful life. It's a pity she has such an awful father and uncle. I thought having Portman and Johansson for the roles of Anne and Mary Boleyn was perfect. Enjoyed the show.

If you've watched The Other Boleyn Girl, go watch Elizabeth. If my choices were The Other Boleyn Girl and Elizabeth, I would say that Elizabeth is a better film.

Elizabeth (film)

I'm not about to start on my comments for Elizabeth so go catch it.
Then again, probably 1 out of 30 of my readers will actually watch such films.
Just to let you know this is one type of movie Tsu Ting loves to watch.

Oh. And Pretty, if you see this, thank you for paying for my ticket.
Thank you very much. =)

Blessed week ahead.

Love.

Semester 3 Reflection

2008-05-08T12:49:00.003+08:00

When Saturday comes,
I'll be free from Projects!
Woohoo~

I seriously have to start on my revision.
Actually I mean start studying.
Cause I cant call it revision if I havent even gone through it once. =x

I really look up to people who are hardworking.
It seriously takes effort.
There are so many things I want to do but I just dont get down to doing them.
I think I'm someone who needs another to sit down with me to study before I do the same.
I need this person a lot and the person that comes close now would be Bao Bei Isabell.
But living so far apart makes it difficult.
Hope this semester wont be screwed.
Amen. =)

Didnt attend lesson today and I got Pretty to sign my attendance for me. Thanks! =)
And sorry I forgot to tell you where is my lecture theatre. wahaha...

It's so different now...
My close friends from SIM are Jena, Audrey, Jie Lin, Peimin and Isabell.
If one of us is not in school, one will sms to check why she isnt attending lesson that day.
And now we dont really do that anymore. wahaha...
I think we're used to one another skipping lessons for reasons like,
- The weather is so comfy to sleep in.
- Today's lecure is going to be boring.
- This module I self- study also better than listening to that lecturer.
or this ultimate one,
- I dont feel like going.
I remember I went for lesson one day and none of them came.
Wahaha...
The probability that all of us are not in school on the same day seems to have increased.
We no longer inform one another when we're not attending lessons.
It feels a little weird actually.
I know that we get pissed off with one another from time to time,
especially when we're doing projects.

Anyway... Honestly, I think they are really unique.
Cause each of us are really quite different, especially character-wise.
But we still tolerated one another and we're in our 3rd semester now.
Wahaha... I seriously hope it's because we're really such good friends and
not because we dont have a choice but stick as a group
cause none of them are keen to take initiative to know more people in class.
Maybe not me cause i'm cool with making new friends.
It's about having the courage to step out of your comfort zone.
If we really split up during Semester 5 into different classes,
I hope they'll be able to find better groupmates and be open to making new friends. =)

Back to being pissed off about project work,
I'm sorry for being serious about the project only when I feel like it.
I'd actually love to do the reports seriously everytime to show you all what I'm capable of,
but I seem to be always not giving my 100% in my assignments and projects.
So i cant blame you all for thinking at the back of your head that 'Tsu Ting cannot la'.
Everytime i send my part in for compilation,
I feel that I could do better and not just do such a sloppy job.
Thousand apologies and a promise to give my best the next time. =)

I also know that we always talk about why do we have to put in so much effort
when our part is going to be edited so much it may even disappear from the report.
Wahaha...
Why why why, that's like what we always think about since the report seems like
its going to only go through that one person who is going to judge your work
and their own work not being judged.
It's like "we dont have the final say anyway" kind of feeling?
It's natural for younger ones to want the older ones to believe that they have the ability,
and also natural for the older ones to think that they are wiser then the younger ones.
Unless the younger one is dying to show herself,
if not she wont point out flaws or comment much on the older one's work.
It's tough wanting to do something but people just dont trust you?
After awhile you'll just feel like, "she's not going to let me do it anyway".
Well, if you see it another way, what if your part was really quite bad?
Hmm.... think about it.
You wouldnt want your groupmate to tell you in your face
that your report is horrible right?
Some people just cant take criticism and dont know that they cant either.
That's why she wants to do everything by herself?
That also means she shoulders the blame if the final report is screwed.
So if it is whose fault is it?

The responsibility is supposed to be evenly distributed but
I find that it's really about the mentality that has caused us to be in state.

A mentality: "It's better if we do it."
B mentality: "They arent gonna believe we can do it."

But since it's not going to be easy for type A to let go and for type B to speak up,
everything is just going to remain the same I guess.
And B probably doubts that the report would be screwed so it's alright?

Type A should try to believe in Type B and also encourage them.
Type B should try to speak up when they really think that Type A is wrong in any way.
Being honest with one another, it bonds the group.

Oh no.
I'm not done sharing my thoughts and I'm feeling sleepy already.
Hate having to not finish sharing my thoughts but oh well,
there's probably too much I want to share anyway.
I'll close then. =)

All in all, everyone has flaws including me so as friends,
I really want to tell you the following.

Thank you for making up pieces of my life.
I appreciate you all more than you think I do.
Thank you for tolerating my bad habits ever since Sem 1.
Thank you for playing Daytona with me.
Thank you for lending me coins to take bus.
Thank you for wanting to know about what's happening in my life.
Thank you for playing Viwawa with me.
Thank you for laughing with me.
Thank you for signing attendance for me.
Thank you for buying me a bottle of water.
Thank you for going for break with me eventhough you all dont want to.
Thank you for celebrating my 18th birthday with me.
Thank you for the birthday card.
Thank you for the birthday presents.
Thank you for wishing me happy birthday.
Thank you for not wishing me happy birthday (only one of you, I'll remember you. LOL.)
Thank you for being more worried about my studies than I am.
Thank you for eating Dim Sum with me.
Thank you for spending Valentine's with me.
Thank you for treating me as your friend.
Thank you for treating me as your classmate. -_-
Thank you for being yourself!!!

Love you Jena.
Love you Audrey.
Love you Jie Lin.
Love you Peimin.
Love you Isabell.

We'll be pillars of strength and motivation for one another until we graduate together.

Loads and loads of Love.

Legal Night-Out

2008-05-01T23:49:00.005+08:00

They told me it's quite bad a day to choose for my first visit,
as it was the Eve of Labour Day.
The place was packed!
Like really really really packed!
The queue was extremely long.
But thank God for Anthony, Darren and I didnt have to queue.
We did wait awhile but that's like 5 minutes.
If we had to queue I'm positive that we wouldn't have gone there in the first place.
Saw Angeline outside the entrance but didn't get to say hi.

Velvet.
I'm sorry but I can't seem to connect with the music here.
wahaha...

Zouk.
Mambo's really cute.
A pity Hui Jia's not legal yet and her mum didn't allow either.

Phuture.
Mambo until didn't go over. wahaha...

Oh well, maybe some other time.
Which will not be in the near future cause I don't like this lifestyle.
wahaha... I'd rather buy bubble tea at Grandlink and
sit at the playground with my friends to chat.
As long I'm with my friends anywhere would do.
Even if it's just buying a bottle of green tea from a convenience stall
and finding somewhere comfy to fellowship, I'll be glad.

1. Vodka Red Bull
Don't know who was it on but not too bad.

2. Moët & Chandon
Was on Anthony. He could open like 7 bottles of this in one night.
Yea he's rich. Grandson of Eu Yan Sang's Boss so kinda expected ya.
Not to mention he would have taken other drinks too so
I really wonder how much he can spend there in one night.

3. Flaming Lamborghini
The flame's really pretty and so far it's the one with the nicest taste.
I actually like it. wahaha...

4. Tequila
It's not my favourite. Thought it was alright.

5. ___ on the Beach
It was so dark and misty I wasn't concentrating on the taste at all.
Simply means I can't remember how did it taste like. Wasted.

6. Nah, no more already. wahaha...
Just a sip of (Crap, I forgot what drink was it) from Clement's glass.
We met up at the coffeeshop nearby. It's bandung I think.

I could still walk properly. *Appluase*
I thought I would have knocked out or something.
Cause I heard from Darren that one of my female seniors
was knocked out after a Flaming Lamborgh.
I'm not going to tell you her name cause
I don't want to make her embarassed or anything.
I 'll give you a hint. She's pretty.
Or rather she's pretty to me.

It felt like years waiting for a cab.
So Darren decided to call one.
It took years to connect to the operator also.
The price to pay for drinks 1 to 5 came...
Head hurts.
It's a horrible feeling.

Home.
Bathed.
I slept at like dawn.
With my wet hair cause seriously cannot tahan.
House aircon spoilt.
Weather was too hot.
Had 4 hours of sleep.
Woke up at 11am.

Thought I'll have like severe headache when I woke up but surprisingly,
I felt perfectly fine.
There was one weird thing though.
I drank so much but I didnt need the toilet from 11pm that night to about 12 hours later.
I used to go to the toilet everytime I drink.
This time...
Hmm... I just hope it's not because my body's immune to it.

To all, I was home safely and don't worry.
Tsu Ting doesnt plan on going to such places often.
In fact, she doesnt really like it.
It's just an experience.

Love.

The Butt Bra

2008-04-30T13:47:00.008+08:00

My sis and I have talked about this topic quite a long time ago.

I must admit that I would love to have Scarlett's assets but
obviously I'm quite far from it.
I used to feel "Why am I so flat!"
And guess what my encouraging and loving sister told me.
"At least you have a butt what."

She asked me if I could only have either big breasts or a big butt,
which would I choose.
It made me thinking.

If I needed some boost at the front, Push-up bras and padded bras are everywhere.
But if you needed a butt, how are you going to make it perky?

I felt comforted. Wahaha...

And GUESS WHAT!

There's actually something called Booty Booster.
Article below by Celine Tan, extracted from 8Days.

[Rejoice, those with less-than-prosperous posteriors - say hello to the push-up butt. The Booty Booster is a pair of undies that's lightly padded in the rear to help a flat ass fill out a pair of jeans like never before. If only it didn't look like embarassing granny panties. No matter, you'll soon forget that you're wearing underwear in the same shade as your mum's - and the fact that you have PVL - when you're shaking your big bad booty like Beyonce on the dance floor.]

How's that? I think it's been out for some time already but i obviously dont know and I dont need it. Thanks mummy. wahaha...

Actually there are different colours for these Booty Boosters.
Pictures below are from http://www.bootybooster.com/

Thought I'll just share cause I just read my 8days.
Hope everyone's doing fine.

And to close, here's a video I saw on Nicholas' blog.
I laughed like real hard la.
It's been quite a long while since I've laughed like this.
Hope you'll love it too.
Dont forget to on your speakers and listen attentively.

It feels great to laugh.
Hope you like it.

Love.

100% Honest but only 25% of my Thoughts

2008-04-28T04:23:00.001+08:00

What's wrong with you Tsu Ting?!
You dont have to share all your thoughts with your friends you know?
Why did you send that email?!

Maybe because you want to get it off your chest
so you wont feel so awkward and uncomfortable.

Is that right?

Yea. I thought you were just being honest.
It's not that bad a thing.

But I didnt write everything that I felt.
I only wrote like a small portion of my feelings.
What if X feels really weird after reading the email?
This is so embarassing.

Then just leave things as it is?
You probably save on sms too.

You really think so?
But I think it'll be kinda sad to lose a friend like X.

I didn't say you'll lose X.
I said just leave things as it is.

Alright. I think if X read this,
X will think that I'm thinking too much.

You are thinking too much.

That's what I thought so too.
Just wondering if X was trying to be honest or what.
I hope X was just trying to be honest.

Everything will be fine. =)
Catch some sleep. It's almost 5am.

Good Night.

I didnt think this analysis helped but it's ok.
I think I can handle it.
I'm fine, people.
No worries.

Love

MJR School Anniversary & Montage

2008-04-24T23:37:00.001+08:00

Pictures from 19th and 20th April 2008.
Manjusri Secondary School 26th Anniversary
and annual concert by the cultural groups, Montage.

19th April, it's friday and yes i skipped school for it.
Had to reach MJR by 11am but as usual was kinda late.
Upon entering the Chinese Orchestra pratice room,
Tsu Ting: " POHLI!!!"
Poh Li: "TSU TING!!! Hao jiu bu jian!"
Tsu Ting: "Ya la. Ji shi nian mei jian le."
Hui Jia with the -_- face:
" Ji shi nian? You only shi ji sui how to know her for ji shi nian?"

wahaha... yes yes, it's dumb.
Cant remember who started this 'Ji shi nian de peng you' thing.
It's just an exaggerated way of telling someone
I havent seen them for a long long time.

But there's something more dumb than that.
Since such dialogues were exchanged,
you'll think that Poh Li's my friend right?
Actually it's our first time meeting each other.
And yes we clicked.
Poh Li is actually Hui Jia's friend who came to help
our girls do their hair. She's sweet la. So nice of her.
We knew we would get to meet on that day
and we just wanted to make Hui Jia 'jealous'.
wahaha... dumb right?
Aiya, we only tease the people we love.
We love you Hui Jia!

A wonderful junior came up to me and said,
"Happy Birthday leh tootz! I forgot your birthday."
And she passed me a present that she wrapped up
by herself that looks like this...

Thanks Xiu Mei. You're really cute.
I really like it. And no they didnt force me to wear it on the spot.
I washed it and wore it on Montage though. wahaha...
Not that anyone can see but yea i was wearing it.
Thanks a lot Xiu Mei!!!
I know you felt really bad that you forgot my birthday dear,
but it's really alright. Thanks for the present. Love.

Made sure instruments boarded the van and
the members along with the alumni and teachers boarded the buses.
Off we go.
At our holding room in Singapore Conference Hall...
Check out how many boxes of mineral water were there...
Someone came early to visit and it is...
Yes. Bryan Tan Sheng Chang. A photo of he and his wife, the cello.
And of course not forgetting the 'wife' in his heart, Qin Ci. =)

This is my lok kok partner cum twin brother...
Tan Yan Kuang. Wearing formal with slippers.
It looks extremely 'off' ok.
Anyway, we celebrated our birthday with our friends together on the 13th April.
Cause we are born in the same year, same month and on the same day.
We only realised when we were in Secondary 3 after being partners for so long.
-_-
I know i should have blogged about my birthday first
but JORDAN WONG havent send me the photos!
Soon soon ok.

My make-up artist...
Poh Li!!! Thanks a lot dear. Love you lots.
Thanks for doing my hair and make-up.
Miss you.

Hui Jia who poses 24/7.
wahaha... kidding.

That's me. I found that I've grown fatter.
The Zheng brothers said so too.
hmm... Miss my sharp chin.
Peck Shan and me...
Hui Jia after make-up...
Poh Li putting make-up for Hui Jia...
Kenny and Kuo Wei...
Kuo Wei and Hui Jia...
Kai Wen and Hui Jia...
Kai Wen and me...
Kuo Wei, Kenny and Kai Wen...
Kenny and me...
Kai Wen said we look like husband and wife in this picture.
Wahaha...
Kuo Wei and me...
Zheng Jie and me...
Zheng Jie and Hui Jia...
Purposely want to post this picture.
He made himself shorter to 'pei he' Hui Jia.
wahaha...
Ok. The proper one...
Poh Li and me...
Zheng Kai Wen and Melissa...
Sweet. I'm happy for you 3 brothers.
All have girlfriend already arh.
So Da Sao, Er Sao and San Sao,
if you see me taking picture with your boyfriend.
There's nothing between us. Dont jealous arh.
wahaha...
Hui Jia...
me...
Ruo Heng and me...
Mdm Neo and me...
She saw Pretty's photo on my handphone
and said that Pretty is too good-looking, not safe.
Wahaha!!!
Dont worry Ms Neo, I know you care about me.
I'll take care of myself.
Chao yuan and me...
Er Sao dont jealous arh.
Jun Fang and me...
Zheng Lao Shi and me...
Mr Mike Chiang.
Yes, he's charming.
Too bad for you.
He's married with 2 kids.
wahaha...
Poh Li and Hui Jia...
Rehearsal...
Can see the manly 'shadow' on the left?
That's Zheng Lao Shi.
Nice lighting...
That's Xiu Mei, Jun Fang and Xiu Qian.
Obviously only Jun Fang saw me taking the picture.
Xiu Qian, MJRCO's current Concert Mistress...
FYI, Yan Kuang was my batch's Concert Master.
Xiu Mei and Jun Fang beside her...
Zheng Chao Yuan...
Lao Shi conducting...
Hui Jia and me...
In case you're wondering why me and Hui Jia are not on stage rehearsing,
We were lazy la. So just thought of watching and taking pictures.

Xiu Mei...
Rehearsal for the Finale...

He was emo. As a good friend...
Join in. wahaha...
Nah. We were just posing.
This is what he calls Shiok- face...
wahaha!!! Crap.
Mdm Neo, me and Min Hui...
I havent put my hand down fully la.
Looks a little awkward with my hand there.
Just ignore. wahaha...
Mdm Neo and me...
Mdm Neo and Hui Jia...
Raymond and me...
Yu Ren and me...
Yu Ren and Hui Jia...
Hui Jia and me...
Yan Kuang and me...
Everyone thinks we're together when we went for rehearsals in school.
Let me say it now. no we're not together.
wahaha... He's got girlfriend la.
And no, i'm not interested in him.
Yan Kuang and Hui Jia...
Yan Kuang and Yu Ren...
Fu Feng and me...
Hope i didnt spell your name wrongly.
Li Hui and me...
Jia Qi and me!...
Miss this woman la. Love.
Min Min and me...
I love her lots and lots and lots and lots....
If you can see her eyeballs when she's smiling, buy 4D.
Wahaha...

Took photo with Pretty too but i'm not posting. =)

Hui Jia and Yu Ren...
And to Pretty, they're not together la.
You really believe their nonsense sia.
wahaha...

Flowers from Edwin...
I love flowers la. So nice.
Thanks Edwin!!!
He wanted to give them to me in a plastic bag la.
wahaha... so Edwin. Oh well, I understand la.

After School Anniversary, went Lau Pa Sat for supper with
Yvonne, Min Wei, Adeline, Hui Jia, Zhen Yao, Kai Wen, Melissa, Kenny, Win Hung and Kuo Wei.
Shared a cab home with Kenny, Kuo Wei and Chao Yuan.
Eh... is it arh? I cant remember who are the exact people actually.
Hee...

After Montage, went Lau Pa Sat again but this time with
Hui Jia, Yu Ren and Pretty.
Min Min, Jinni and Zheng Xing had to rush off after the concert.
Thanks for coming really. Love you all la.
Pretty's parent came to fetch the 2 of us from Raffles place MRT
and they sent me home. Thanks a lot!!!

If you still cant believe it was me in those pictures wearing a dress then ok la...
She's actually my twin sister. Happy? wahaha...

Well Done everyone for all the hard work!

Love.

Late for school AGAIN!!!

2008-04-08T10:17:00.000+08:00

It's 10.24am now.
I'm late for school again!
Lesson started at 9.30am.
I just woke up! wahaha... Kidding.
I'm at the Web Kiosk near my Lecture Theatre.
And ya, I'm not going in to class until break time.
While typing all these things, I'm listening to songs with my W850i!!!
Wahaha... thanks Triton! Thanks for selling it to me.
I know it's dumb to buy back the same phone but I just love it la.
There's feelings you know. wahaha...

I really want to blog about the second half of my March holidays,
but I want to make sure it's complete and with pictures la.
So I'll blog about it when I'm back at home
(early, which doesnt seem to happen often).

Well, let me talk about yesterday then.
Audrey wasnt in school! =(
Jena, Peimin, JieLin and me went to Al Azhar for lunch.
I must say i'm really quick at deciding what i want.
wahaha... those girls took really long la.
Then the waiter keep coming back to ask if we're ready to order.
Stress sia. wahaha...

After lunch, it was Home Sweet Home.
Went home to wait for Hui Jia to come over so we could go to East Coast together.
Cycled to the jetty at Area G.

Alamak! Break time liao. I'll continue later ya.
Now must sneak in and pretend i was in class.
=D

Now I'm at Hui Jia's house and I've decided to continue my post.
Here goes...
I'm quite lazy to give the details so...

We stop at a few romantic places for pictures
and had fun through out the whole journey.
Had a super cheap but romantic dinner by the sea side.
Hui Jia says i make a romantic boyfriend!!!
Oh Lord, wahaha...
I can sing love songs but it's because i know Hui Jia for a long time
so i dare to sing to her knowing she obviously wont fall for me.
She did say she was already falling in love with me while i was singing,
BUT obviously she's kidding.

Hey people, I may dress tomboy but I'm quite girly if you know me!
And to "Just Me" I'm not a half-girl. I am a girl. wahaha...
I'm straight!!! I like man. wahaha...
Like Buble. woo! If he ever flirts with me I'll choke on my martini man!
wahaha...

Anyway, Thank you everyone!
I just felt like saying that.
Even if you have never helped me one way or another,
as long as you are my friend, I thank God for making you part of my life.

And Sorry Kai Xiang!
Shouldnt have told you such a big lie on April's Fool.
Hope you're not angry.
Even if you're not angry, I still have to say I'm sorry.

I was suppose to take the MRT home from Kenbangan to Paya Lebar.
GUESS what smart thing did i do.
I took it in the wrong direction!!!
Instead of Kembangan to Paya Lebar, I went to Bedok!
Dont ask me... I dont know what i was thinking either.
One stop and i was so much further from home. Bedok leh!!!
Thank God i managed to catch the last 197 from the bus interchange.
And also thank God caue there's less vehicles on the road at this time.
It took about 25 minutes to reach home. Fast.

I cant remember leh...
What was i thinking that made me so distracted I boarded the wrong train.
hmm... Forget it. I'm going to sleep. wahaha...

2008-03-28T12:28:00.000+08:00

Was checking out Ci's blog.
Thought I'll give Blogthings a try,
so i took three random quizes.
These are the three:

You Will Keep Your New Year's Resolution

You planning on making a resolution that's smart, attainable, and perfect for where your life is.

Will You Keep Your New Year's Resolution?

Actually my New Year's Resolution ain't that difficult to attain. wahaha...

Are You a Romantic or Realistic Girl?

2008-03-28T12:19:00.000+08:00

You are a Romantic Realist

Okay, so you fall in the middle.

You know that love isn't like a greeting card...

Yet you can always find a greeting card to describe your feelings.

You are the best of both worlds

Girly yet independent, dreamy yet serious.

Almost any guy can find balance with you.

Are You a Romantic or Realistic Girl?

Woo... balance. =)

What Kind of Sexy Girl Vibe Do You Have?

2008-03-28T11:43:00.000+08:00

Your Vibe Is Secretly Sexy

Sexy isn't exactly a word you'd use to describe yourself

But you have a quite allure that certain men feel appealing

You don't need to flaunt your stuff to be sexier

A little more confidence in yourself, and you'll really light up a room!

What Kind of Sexy Girl Vibe Do You Have?

Wahaha!!!
Yes, sexy wouldn't be the word I'll use to describe myself.
This one is funny...
I actually have a quite allure that certain men feel appealing.
WAHAHA!!! Is that right? wahaha...
Amen then, I'll say.

Praise God for Secretly Sexy Vibes. wahaha!!!

Close To You.

2008-03-21T23:30:00.001+08:00

Song Title: Close To You
Singer: Olivia Ong
Album: Fall in love with Olivia

Why do birds suddenly appear every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be close to you.

Why do stars fall down from the sky every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be close to you.

On the day that you were born the angels got together
and decided to create a dream come true.

So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
and starlight in your eyes of blue.

That is why all the girls in town follow you all around.
Just like me, they long to be close to you.

On the day that you were born the angels got together
and decided to create a dream come true.

So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
and starlight in your eyes of blue.

That is why all the girls in town follow you all around.
Just like me, they long to be close to you.

Just like me, they long to be close to you.

Close to you.

Handing over my problems.

2008-03-17T15:39:00.000+08:00

Not in a very good mood today.

Mum brought friends over so as usual she's screaming at me to tidy the livingroom
and wash the toilet like it's my responsibility. Heck! I'm still sleeping can. I'm tired la.
I woke up at 6am yesterday and i slept at about 1.30am. I got so pissed i woke up the
second time she was complaining loudly. I immediately got out of bed, went to the toilet,
took the cloth from her, pulled her out of the toilet, "I'll clean ok. happy?",
went into the toilet and closed the door. Started crying while washing the toilet.
Hate it everytime my mum does such things.
After washing the toilet, I went to the com to log onto MSN.
Then she started cleaning the floor of the corridor, when she was at my room door she
started screaming again complaining about how hard she's trying to get things done and
I'm just playing games. Seriously, Sometimes i just feel like i could leave house early in the
morning everyday so i dont have to be the only one at home to get maligned by my mum.
"Can you all dont leave your cups on the table. Tell you all so many times already still the same."

Seriously... this feeling sucks ok.
What I cant stand the most is being blamed when non of it is my fault.

If i had to say it, it's my brother who messes up the place.
Me and my sister has told him so many times to stop leaving his things in the livingroom.
This is one area i'm still waiting to see Jesus touch it. Change my brother's messy ways!

Another thing i hate is to hear my mum complaining about my dad to her friends.
Sometimes i really wonder which of her clients doesnt know about her being divorced.
Is like... must you tell the whole world bad things about pa? Tell everyone how you suffered?
She just keeps on holding on to the past.
To me it's like... "hey come hear how pityful i am!"
Why cant she just stop bad-mouthing about my dad after such a long time already!
No one's perfect including yourself so why still so bitter about all those things 10 years ago?
I cant wait for the day my mum can let go of all those nonsense.
I've never really like any of my mum's friends. They are mostly wordly and give bad advices.
Lord, please give my mum some discerning and wise friends that really care about her. Amen!

My baby W850i is also beyond repair and i hate this.
I'm trying to save money to get a new Sony Ericsson walkman phone.
Even if i dont eat or travel by public transport for a month and save all my allowance,
I still wont have enough money to get a new phone.
Lord, this problem is now in your hands! I'm not going to worry about it from now on.
Thank you! Praise God!

I'm going to stop worrying.

Let go and let God. Amen!

Feeling so much better. I'm so loved by God la.
Thank you for the exam results too.
You are faithful Oh Lord!

My mum, my family and my new handphone is in your hands!
Thank you Jesus. =)

You love me much, therefore i love much.

Holiday Records as at 15 March 2008!

2008-03-15T05:13:00.000+08:00

I'm having my holidays in this blessed month of March!!!
Let me start from the start of this month. =)
Those that keep asking me to blog you better read from head to toe ok!
Huijia, YuRen, MinHui and Bao Bei Isabell. wahaha... love you all la.

01March Saturday
Last exam paper: Business Statistics
Went to Secret Recipe with JENA and PEIMIN!
The singles gang. wahaha...
These are the 2 babes that spent Valentine's with me.
Love you 2 la! But JieLin and Audrey dont jealous.
I love you 2 too also. wahaha...

02March Sunday
Served Jkids @ Marina Mandarin for 2nd and 3rd service.
Love you primary 2 and 3!!! How adorable they are!
I've been thinking of giving up maybe one area in serving
but i'm not sure if i really want to leave children church
cause when i look at those adorable faces i cant bare to!
I'll pray about it. =)
Met HuiJia and Timothy to celebrate Tim's belated birthday!!!
Swensen was good but i just felt that the food wasnt fantastic
except for the part we sang a birthday song for Tim
presenting the ice cream with a short candle. =)
I love celebrating birthdays for my friends.
I think birthdays are really important so i'll hope to
celebrate with all of my friends but sometimes it's just not easy.
SMS-ed Amelia Jessica as it was her birthday on this day.
Amelia Jessica is my indonesian friend who is really sweet!!!

Aint she sweet? =)

03March Monday
Finally went to Teo Heng for my first KTV Session in 2008!!!
It was with HuiJia, Timothy, YuRen and my twin brother Yan Kuang!
I was the one that said we shant extend the session and i regretted
cause I couldnt get enought of singing! Realised for the first time
that my twin brother can actually sing. Not bad not bad.
The only problem, like most guys, is that his range not very wide
but pitching wasnt that bad at all. =)

04March Tuesday
Non-constructive day.

05March Wednesday
Back to the school where bengs and lians can be found at a glance.
Manjusri Secondary School is the name.
Went back to check out the chinese orchestra.
For those who doesnt know, i played the gaohu and erhu. =)
So did my twin brother. wahaha...
Was rusty cause I havent played for like a long long while.
Was happy to see my precious juniors though.
Xiu Mei, Wei Jing, Raymond, Shu Ting and lots more!! Too many to name la.

06March Thursday
07March Friday
IT Fair@ Suntec.Selling laptops and desktop.
WenDa came to say Hi.
Nicholas came to say Hi.
Bryan and my beloved QINCI came too!
I miss QINCI like mad i dont know how to describe it.
I just miss her.
Saw YanJun.
Saw WeiNi.
Got to know a few new friends from the fair.
There's Elaine, ChunLi, Marcus, Siong Aik, LingHan, William, WeiCong and YingYing.
Those i've worked with are Felicia, Dylan, PengXin, Yvonne, YanWen, XingLun, Jamie(Brother Long; Long Ge) and Eugene.
Was my first time working with my twin brother, Yan Kuang also.
Felicia's been a really good friend and I just enjoy the laughter with
mostly Felicia and Marcus. They're really funny. Miss you all.

08March Saturday
Dare To Play 4!!!
There was LiHui, Ivy, Matthew, Joasseph, Derek, YongXiang, Aaron and Gervais!!!
LiHui, Derek and Gervais has made an impression on me and
I really thank God that I've the chance to meet them.
Wont go into details on how i find each of them but they are really special to me.
Went for supper with XingLun, Dylan and Yan Kuang at HongKong Cafe @ Liang Seah.
Yan Kuang: "Why the thick toast so thick?"
The 3 of us just thought he was quite qian bian.

09March Sunday
IT Fair again.
Saw Celeste.
Sheryl(Sheryl Jie) also brought a friend who wanted to buy laptop
to find her boyfriend Jamie. Yes, Jamie is a guy. wahaha...
That's why i prefer to call him Long Ge. Sounds so wrong to call him Jamie!

10March Monday
Non-constructive day

11March Tuesday
Went to shop for Bryan's Birthday present with Jinni and HuiJia.
Settled it faster than we thought it would have taken.
Went to Party World@ Orchard.
Left the girls to attend Servers' Appreciation Dinner for Dare and Arrow.
I think i ate like 8 Crayfish and lots of the rest of the food too.
The food is awesome!!! Contact me if you want to know about the caterer.
Anointed service and Pastor announced some major changes in the ministry.
I cried. And it was actually my 2nd time hearing it.
I'm sure the youths would come to love Pastor Benjamin. =)
And blessed shall be Pastor Daniel and Pastor Gabriel as they
move on to where they can use their God-given talents to touch lives. =)

12March Wednesday
Non-constructive day.

13March Thursday
6 hours of KTV @ TeoHeng with Jinni and Huijia
because FengYao pang seh, Yu Ren also pang seh.
Bad YuRen!! So last minute. =p
Twin bro was supppose to come but he told us a few days in advance
that he has been going out too often so, reason excepted.
Went to Parkway Parade's arcade. The whole time we were only near the entrance.
For more details and photos check out leavingmealone.blogspot.com
It belongs to my beloved mum Huijia.

14March Friday
Results are out today! But I couldn't check them until around 1am.
I was at Sentosa the whole afternoon until evening.
Enjoyed myself a lot even though it rained a bit.
Was my first time at Sentosa this year.
Went in for FREE!!! cause Edwin mummy lend me his Tourism Academy Pass!
Rushed off to Esplanade to meet Timothy and gorgeous mum Huijia
(she ask me to type this) to watch Olivia Ong's performance.
It was only for 45minuts la! How can she! Her fans flooded the concourse la.
She definitely deserves a theatre for herslf. Awesome Queen of bossa nova.
I cant describe her voice but it's definitely God-given.
Her voice can probably compare to angels? I dont know. =)
Went to try and take photo with her after her performance but failed!
But was less than a metre away from her.
Was standing right beside her PA who was right beside her!
Damn. She's gorgeous. I sms-ed my brother. I asked him to marry her. WAHAHA!!!
Cause i figured it'll be easier for me to communicate with her than
with Song Hye Kyo. wahaha...
Secret Recipe@Marina. Marble Cheese Cake and Tiramisu.
Lao Ba Timothy drove us home. Thanks!

Lots of photos to post but not this entry cause Huijia's right behind me.
"HURRY UP LA! HUNGRY LEH! CAN WE GO EAT NOW?!"
Yayaya... so you see why i got to go.

Love you all!!!

超級星光大道踢館賽: 新不了情 ~ 楊宗緯

2008-01-15T00:07:00.001+08:00

Apart from the awesome worship leaders in church,
it's been a long time since someone could sweep me
off my feet with such powerful vocals.

[Super Star Avenue] or also known as [One Million Stars], 超級星光大道
is a major singing competition in Taiwan.
Two factors to reflect how major the competition is,
the judges and the final 6 contestants.
The 3 regular judges are songwriter, singer and producer, Yuan Wei Ren 袁惟仁,
Kay Huang 黃韻玲 and famous stylist Roger. There will also be two different guest judges every week. Some of the guest judges include famous singers, producers, TV producers, entertainers and more.
The other factor is the fact of an extremely high possibility that any one of the final 6 contestants can beat our own [Project Super Star] champion flat. They are that strong.

My favourite contestant from this competition is Aska Yang Zong Wei 杨宗纬!!!
His voice is awesome. When i watch the video in which he sang 新不了情,
I was speechless. It had so much soul and the climax of the song must have broke through the ozone layer or sth. Amazing.

Do watch this video and most importantly, Enjoy!

Thank you Jesus for the existence of music!!! Hallelujah!!!

Love Music. Love Violin. Love Naoto. Love Jesus.

2007-11-28T00:23:00.000+08:00

I'm going for Encounter Jesus Camp after my paper later!!!
I'll be missing my dear friends here who might only realise
that i'm overseas when they read this.
Since i wont be blogging for the next few days,
here are 3 videos i really love and i want to share it with you!
If you think the intro of the piece is kind of boring,
bear with it and continue to listen to it all the way until the end please.

Reasons to finish watching the 3 videos
1. the music is really awesome .
2. chance for my good friends to know what type of music i really like.
3. (for the girls) the violinist is really cute, stylish and has nice hair. wahaha...
(for the guys) go figure out what so attractive about this violinist and decide if you want to
learn violin, you might want to. =)

Collection: Violin Summit 2006
Producer: Taro Hakase
Piece Title: Spain
Composers: Joaquín Rodrigo. Chick Corea
Violinist: Naoto
Tsu Ting says: If you really cannot tahan listening to the intro
you might want to start at time 01.26 of the video.
Looking at him makes me wonder if i can also play like him.
I would love to perform like he does, just enjoying and
flowing with the awesome music! I used to wish that
my future husband will be sth like this.
Talented, stylish yet cute and still humble. wahaha...

Collection: Violin Summit 2006
Producer: Taro Hakade
Piece Title: Sanctuary
Composers: Naoto
Violinist: Naoto
Tsu Ting says: I love the melody of this piece. Sanctuary, what a nice name too.
Although i really didnt want to practise my violin last time,
I am still grateful that my dad forced me to learn. wahaha...
Seriously love the part starting from time 04.26 of the video!
This part where only the orchestra is playing,
the melody is so sexy!!!

Song: Saudade
Collection: MTWB Live 2004
Band: Porno Graffitti
Tsu Ting says: Naoto is also in this video!!!
I'm talking about the guy in white you saw in the videos above.
He also plays for this band called Porno Graffitti.
This explains why he seems kind of "too hip" when playing
those classy pieces. His hair is really cool la. Nice. =)
Listen carefully at time 00.57 and LOOK OUT for
Naoto's first appearance in this video at time 00.58.
wahaha... And i like his green [edited: according to my sister
it's neon yellow, not green] stylish electric violin. =)

Hope you like them!
Drop comments for the videos at the tagboard before leaving ok.
Thank you!!!

Praise God for music!!!
It is something i can really relate to and also express my feelings with.

Miss me. =)
Love you my caring friends who bother to really read through my entry.

Examinations vs Excitement & Expectation

2007-11-24T16:05:00.001+08:00

My oh my...
Am i nervous for next week's papers or what.
wahaha...
I'm just glad i have Jesus!!!

"The Lord will command the blessing on you in your storehouses and in all to which you set your hand, and He will bless you in the land which the Lord your God is giving you."
~ Deuteronomy 28:8 ~

Tsu Ting's Examination Schedule:
26 Nov Mon : Managing People and Organization
27 Nov Tues : English for Business
28 Nov Wed : Business Mathematics

Eventhough I'm busy setting my hands on MPO, English and Mathematics,
I can't help feeling excited for camp.
I'll be going for Encounter Jesus Camp on wednesday after my last paper!!!
I'll be leading a group called Addicted to Jesus.

This is my first time leading any group in church
and if you ask me how i felt when i first came to know about it,
one-third of me was excited (i think) and the other two-thirds was feeling lost.
I was worried that camp might be a flop for me.
For me, leading youths that are children of God and leading a section in my secondary school's chinese orchestra is a totally different thing!

It is like...
I know what i exactly have to do to teach my section,
how to teach each of them to play the erhu,
know how to correct their mistakes.

But in leading Daddy's children...
I would really need to trust God
because
I dont exactly know what to do or say.
I have to trust God to say the right things at the right time to the right ppl.
I have to trust God for favour with these precious ones whom will look up to me.

All i can do is to simply love them.
I love much because I am loved much. =)

It just felt awesome when Pastor Dan mentioned last evening during the meeting,
"See yourself as anointed because you are anointed."
I received that and it really strengthens me stop worrying about camp.
To relax and go with the flow.

I usually go for camps without much of an expectation but...
I am expecting supernatural for this camp!!!
Praise Jesus!!!

Lord, you will give me favour with every single group member and for those few who are shy to speak up and are not very active, Lord, I just pray that they will feel comfortable in the group and take this chance at the camp to just step out of their comfort zone to know each other better and form kingdom friendships. I pray that you will guide me to say the right things to the right people and to let them feel comfortable to share not only their problems but also their joy with me. Lord, eventhough Shamane is unable to attend EJ3 with her new caregroup, she will not be shortchanged. Her youths will love her more and appreciate her more upon their return from the camp, they will be glad to share with her and will look up to her. Lord, you will bless my study time, guide me through my examination and the results will be awesome. Lord, I also pray that Xiang Ling will get exceeding good grades and we can move on to the next semester together. Ler her enjoy studying and also give her the determination and motivation to study. Last but not least Lord, While my brother, my sister and I will be at camp, you will take care of my mum, my dad, my second brother and my grandmother. And for my friends, let them have a good week ahead. In Jesus name, Amen!

Christmas is around the corner!!!

2007-11-21T16:12:00.000+08:00

I've been around town lately
and
The beautiful christmas decorations are up!!!
This season really gets me excited!!!

Just wanted to share some pictures taken by me.

Black victorian style furnishings.
My favourite. =)

I think this Christmas Tree is so cute!!!

Gorgeous!

Angel Candle

Christmas Decors...

Christmas Tree Decors...

and more Christmas Decors...

at Robinson Centrepoint.

I went to Ikea some time last week too.
The Christmas Tree Decors there are beautiful!!!
Was thinking of saving to buy some cause
the decors we have aren't very pretty
and are mostly spoilt already.

Will update again with pictures of my christmas tree.
I'm going to put up the tree after coming back
from Encounter Jesus Camp next week so
stay tuned alright?

And not to forget the reason for this season...

Jesus. =)

Blessed Birthday, My Dearest Friend.

2007-09-15T23:16:00.000+08:00

BLESSED
BIRTHDAY

EVELYN
TAN
**
***
!!!

Hope you had fun today.
So sorry i couldnt make it.
Hope I'll be able to make it up to you.
Will get you a belated birthday present.
Lots of stuff to say to you and share with you,
but will wait for a time when we meet up.

Made time to tell Daddy what i want you to have too.

Love you lots.
Miss you lots.

I want my Ah Ma to lead a good life!!!

2007-08-27T23:09:00.000+08:00

Was about to play some games on the com
when my grandmother called.

I tell you...
I miss her like...
i dont know man...
i just miss her SO MUCH!!!

Was chatting with her about
what I've been doing and
when I'm going to start lessons.
Was struggling to speak to her in hokkien
cause i dont know how to say the crucial words in hokkien!
She asked me where i was working
and i was thinking how should i tell her cause
how do you expect me to translate " Havelock Road"!
So in the end i told her Orchard Rd
cause she probably only knows that road name in that area.

We talked about my mum and the housing loan.
We talked about my dad and his work.
We talked about my two brothers
and what they are doing now.

Then we talked about my sister.
I told her that my sis is very "naughty"
as she always uses the computer
until 2 or 3 am even when
she needs to work early in the morning.
Ah Ma then told me that my uncle also does that.

She said sth along this line...
(of course in hokkien la)
"You dont know arh. Your uncle everyday come home,
havent eat then go and play computer games.
sometimes even play until 5am.
Next day still have to work then still play until so late..."

I seriously didnt want her to continue
complaining about my uncle
because i had a feeling that she was going to get scolded.
It happened.
Her complains were interupted by a man's voice.
I could tell that it was my uncle shouting at her AGAIN.

"Hana hana... dont talk about you already la", she replied.
Then she continued our conversation asking about my working hours.
But he continued to shout at her.
I felt so useless. I couldnt stop him from scolding at her.

When i heard him shouting, i started crying.
I always believe that even if
your parents are in the wrong,
you still have to respect them.
How can you be shouting at them all the time
just because they point out your bad habits
that they hope you will change.

I seriously want to grow up asap.
I want to buy a 5-room flat.
Hire a maid.
Get a driving license.
Buy a car.
I want my grandmother to move in with me.
I dont want her to suffer anymore.
I dont mind just living with her,
the two of us.

Even if we cant communicate effectively,
i still want to be there to listen to her.
I know i'll never ever shout at her.
I'll bring her shopping.
I'll bring her to watch fireworks.
Bring her to watch hokkien movies like 881.
Even if her legs get weaker,
I'll drive her to wherever she wants to go.

I'll earn so much money
i can buy her a house to stay with her.
And still leave her house to split among
her her heartless children.
To those that come back just
wanting a share from the house.
Screw them.
Of course there are a few of my uncles and aunts who i know
would not come back to fight for the house.

Dear Daddy, bless her.
She is still Your beloved child.
She doesnt deserve to be treated this way.
And it's not because she worked so hard to bring them up
but because she is Your child through Jesus Christ
who died for her and also all of us.
In Christ we have everything.
Looking forward to the day that
she will return to Your kingdom, Lord.
Amen.

Abba(father)...
I cant.
But You can.
I thrust this problem into Your hands.

Ah Ma, I love you.

Secret to effortless Success, Wholeness and Victorious Living.

2007-08-21T15:39:00.000+08:00

Destined to Reign

Discover the secret of reigning over every adversity, lack
and destructive habit that is limiting you
from experiencing the
success,
wholeness
and
victory
that you were destined to enjoy.

Find out how it is
not
about what you have to do,
but
what has already been done.

It is not about what you must accomplish,
but what has already been accomplished for you.

It is not about using your will power to effect change,
but His power changing you.

Start reigning over
sickness,
financial lack,
broken relationships
and destructive habits today!

2007-08-14T05:03:00.000+08:00

It's now 5am in the morning
and i'm not asleep yet.
Lots of stuff are going through my mind.
Kept talking about random things to my sister.
And the more i talked, the things i said
became weirder and weirder
until my sister just went to bath
and told me to go to sleep.

I just feel like shouting out...
I DONT KNOW!!!

Happy Birthday

2007-08-09T03:09:00.000+08:00

HAPPY
BIRTHDAY
QINCI
!!!

and Singapore.

I love QinCi. =)

Eventhough i'm not as close to you
as the rest of the butts,
You're really special to me.
Let it be known that even when
tsuting
doesnt message you or date you,
if you're her friend,
you'll always be remembered.
Not that she doesnt care.
She just cant care for all her friends
at the same time.

I love my understanding friends.

I love QinCi. =)

不能说的秘密

2007-08-07T17:20:00.003+08:00

周杰伦-不能说的秘密
词:方文山曲:周杰伦

冷咖啡离开了杯垫
我忍住的情绪在很后面

拼命想挽回的从前
在我脸上依旧清晰可见

最美的不是下雨天
是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐
回忆的画面
在荡着秋千梦开始不甜

你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远
又何必去改变你走过的时间
你用力的指尖只是和我说再见
想想你在身边才完全失去之前

你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远
或许命运的签只让我们遇见
只让我们相恋这一季的秋天
飘落后才发现这幸福的碎片
要我怎么捡

"Play"

2007-08-04T00:39:00.000+08:00

Echoes of the Valley Chinese Orchestra
with
one of the most outstanding conductor
in the music circle,
Hu Bing Xu

brings you...

"Play"

Me & Wan Chien.
So sisterly. =)
Me & Bao Yu.
Yan Fei & Me.
I miss this two woman.

Me & Jie Ying.
Smile more. =)

Darrel & Me.

Hui Jia & Me!!!
wahahaha...

Me, Mini Eyes Xiu Mei & Hui Jia
I miss Xiu Mei a lot la.
Wanted to see Jia Qi too. =(
Miss her too.

My cutie juniors.
Love them leh.
Miss them lots.

Me & Zheng Kai Wen
(Eldest Son)

Me & Zheng Chao Yuan
(Second Son)

Zheng Kai Yi (Youngest Son) & Me

Me & Smiley Guo Wei

Me & Lao Niang!!
Heeheehee...
Love this woman like mad.

And to end off spastically,
I present you...

Spastic Uncle Chao Yuan.

270607 Wednesday

2007-06-28T11:11:00.000+08:00

270607
Wednesday
Woke up around 10 plus.
Bathed & rush down to Temasek Polytechnic.
Suppose to meet Gerie before her lesson starts.
But as usual, late. Ah...
Gerie had already left for her lesson.
So Sorry my dear Gerie!!!
So just sat at the mushroom thinking where and what to do.
While thinking, i heard...
有一天翻开辞海找不到爱
花不开树不摆还是更畅快
爱还是会期待
还是觉得孤单太失败~
我~爱~故~我~在~
So i got up and walked to where the music was coming from.
Found a seat outside the library.
Sat there listening to the awesome music,
editing one of the camp games
and waiting for Hui Jia's arrival.
Ate lunch with Hui Jia and her classmate
at Business School's canteen.
Hui Jia bought my drink for me.
Thanks Hui Jia!!!
Gerie called during the meal so i went to meet her to get this...

Thanks Gerie!!!
Want to know why i borrowed her matric card?
It's because of...

Really wanted to hear him sing live.
Had to be a TP student to get a ticket la.
Hee...
Now you know why i need her card.
Plus i borrowed from Gerie
cause we look quite similar.
But Gerie is of course prettier la.
It's the hair parting and spectacles
that make us look alike.

Continued with lunch and met Min, Meh Meh and Dum.
I thought Min was going to have a proper meal la.
In the end she only bought finger food.
Min arh Min... just eat normally can?
She bought so little food
and she kept feeding me and Meh Meh la.
After eating we went to the library...

Dum wanted to anti-social.

Dum's anti-social device.

*twist*
Meh Meh loves to pose.

Min kept talking about Meh Meh's cleavage.
Meh Meh shy.
Meh Meh take Accounting Text Book to cover.
wahahaha...

Meh Meh legs.
I thought should have four though.
Abnormal Meh Meh.

Meh Meh was taking photo of me with twist
and I was taking photo of Meh Meh with twist.
bored or bored.
wahahaha...
AND!!!
Meh Meh's phone has 1056 photos!!!
Madness...
Me and Dum was looking through the photos...
It's all the weird pictures.
She even took photo of a surveillance camera.

Shy Min?
Must be an imposter.
Since when will Min be shy.
Imposter!!!
wahahaha...

Bus. TP to Tampines.
Met Jordan at Tampines.
MRT. Tampines to Kallang.

Jordan just looks spaced out.
Cryst looks so cute.
The nonchalant look with style.

Dont know what they were talking about.

Jordan the TP lime.
Cryst the TP clown.

That guy looks cute.
Very Cute meh?

Cab. Kallang to Sims Drive. -_-
We're just rich la.
When we arrived at MJR,
Dum, Me and Cryst said"thank you uncle"
and we got off the cab.
Jordan heard us saying "thank you uncle",
so he also said "thank you uncle"and open the door.
Then he think...
They all behind get down then who is going to pay?
wahahaha...
Than Jordan was like "Oya ah.."
So he paid.
wahahaha...It was so funny la.
He wanted to get down also.
Uncle must have got a shock.
Thought we want to con him.

Got PE room key from Daddy Gui.
Took out 40 tents for checking.
Checking was hedious work.
Especially when your friend is just giving
1. moral support
2. eye power
3. verbal encouragement
HUANG JUN PEI!!!
Talk less and do more work la.
Ask me "jia you" got what use sia.
The tent so difficult to keep by myself.
Let you do yourself then you know how difficult le right.
=p *bleah*
Thank God you're my friend, so i can scold you. =)
But still must thank you la.
Cause i know i wont be able to do all the camp stuff by myself. =)

And i dont know what was Cryst thinking.
She bet with Dum that out of the 40 tents,
less than 10 will be good ones.
wahahaha...
now she owes him a treat.

We pitched a tent too...
most of the time quarreling about what goes where
Dum & me kept quarelling.
Jordan kept laughing.
Crystal kept saying...
"You all very noisy leh!"

Jian Cong came to help too.
Much more helpful than Dum.
wahahaha...
=p
I was the one that hid Jian Cong's slipper actually.
But wasn't my idea arh.
Dum is the mastermind.
I'm just the accomplice
wahahaha...
Then Jian Cong went to hide Dum's bag.

Was tiring but doing it with my dear friends,
ain't that bad.
It's not because they helped me or didn't help.
It's the presence.
It's nice to know you're not doing something alone. =)

Candid shot.
Cryst. Dum behind Jordan. Jian Cong.

Thanks Dum!!!
Thanks Cryst!!!
Thanks Jordan!!!
Thanks Jian Cong!!!
Thanks Daddy Gui!!!

Mr Bean on a building near the bus stop.

Meow Meow in the drain.

Bus. Aljunied to Concourse.
We went concourse to look for water guns for the camp.

Jordan at Concourse.

Actually we didnt have to look for water guns cause i changed the game.
And i forgot that we didn't need water guns.
We only needed plastic bags for the water bombs.
Sorry guys!!!
Made you all run so many places before we could have our dinner.

Home Sweet Home.
Couldn't blog this post last night
cause my sis used the com until 1 plus am?
Ya... around there...
was too tired.

This real post is dedicated to:
Tan Qin Ci =)

and also my dear friends who care.